Destiny: Marriage Of Revenge

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Author pov:

Just thinking that..

Why do I always lose the things when I just started to love them felt peace and comfortable..got habituated?!
Is it only me

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Kriti pov:

Shushh!!!

Chup ....bilkul chup... I said in angry whisper

I am saving your life keep in mind that ,so mr be thankful for that .
And yes I can't be normal in this situation especially... because I still want to live ,how can I be normal when I am scared

Moreover I don't want to give any explanation to you khados shakal kahike

I was fuming in anger ,only to realise his soften eyes and I suddenly felt goosebumps and I can feel his eyes staring at my sole

I can feel my heart beat going wild,I can feel my breath hitching and for a moment due to closeness I can sense sweat beds forming and just realising my toes curled up

I am sorry I said and distenced myself

Aditya pov:

Okay

What okay?.. she said In soft tone whisper

I accept your apology I said only to get angry whisper where I cannot here what she murmerd under her breath

And yes,don't overthink and stress your pretty head janeman,
because he was just my assistant who came here as I ordered him to come here because I wanted to handover my suit ...u know because it's dusty out here I said in my calmed tone

Only to realise and be conscious about myself about my tone and the word
I used for her for after fucking 6 years of my burning hell past ....who knew this tone and calmness still exists in my dark -sad life but my mind was frozen

After seeing her ...one thing is sure this girl is something different..

Now ,I held her hand and I sensed her getting shock by my action but caring it less I barged outside and
went towards outside of building with still holding her soft hands

Only to look at her I frozed after seeing her "it's her"
After all this year I again met her,
Her eyes again made me freeze her hairs are again playing with her face
It's again

That face of hers made be again bring my dirty mind that mind, which was getting dirty only for her those intimate thoughts only for her

The years has passed , I thought I would never find her, even though I had money and my hardworking company and money with me I soon i realized I would never be as before ,I thought I lost the love in myself

But here she made me alive again, breathe the love again ,only to realize what I lost

"Ur familiar" she asked

Who baby sure you will be more than familiar, but I replied are you?
I got no time for you stupid questions now.

I left and went towards my car
Told the driver to come in taxi and I drove the car

I needed this drive and I needed this speed I raised the accelater to speed till 200 speed

What happened to me,I know I was rude to her she probably again think the same old jerk but her question made me anger

I know I was no one for her to remember but she was everything to me my ,soul
My foot steeped on break to stop at the empty field ,

The paddy where almost at the harvesting season and the landscape was yellow -green everywhere

After the long time I came here again to my peace place
My grandmother's grave

I last visited she died and after I visited regularly but only to know that she always wanted me top in the position of the company

So ,from then I focused on my goal ,hard work and making me forget myself who I was

But today I visited again because I gained what my grandmother wanted but in that way of my life I forget my life

Today I am standing here and working hard untill the blead sweating means it's only because of her what she dreamed of

But Nani(grandma) can I get her again in my life, will she ever understand that I loved her to my heart from a far away from her ,will she ever understand that
There was someone who loved her from far but cannot say to her ,today she asked me who am I ? I felt my heart breaking into pieces
A drop of tear swept doen my cheeks in my 6 years this is 2nd time I crying

I know I didn't mention anything for her but my love for her was unconditional..but I soon realise that

She is sky I am earth
I am January she is December
Just like how close we are ,but still yet far

But ,I know I have to try again to get her but the love she has is never suted for my hate life

I don't want her to suffer,I don't want to sa..sa.suffer in my hell dar life
I broke down into tears as I bent down near the grave of my Nani

Even though she is not there but this grave is like her lap just like old days where I used to tell all my daily updates to her

But Nani today I want to tell you that ...for the first time that I don't want her to meet again in my life ,I don't want her to suffer in my past ,the way I am now .... doesn't suit her

She might have changed me in my college days but I would never give another chance in my life to change her Nani please... please,I wept .... silently

After few minutes
I got up and wiped my tears,this side of me is only seen by my Nani and no else in life not even my mom

If I wanted to cry I would come near her cry.
But one thing is sure never want kriti Bhanushali In my life,I know I loved her but not now.its good for both of us .

However she never knew who I am ,and what she mentioned to me.

From today mine and her relationship is closed and she is no one for me from this time,from today.

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U know before u judge someone for there life .... please see to their point of view

And here as well ...the pain of past can never be moved on and be forgotten the past he went through is painful...so wait for upcoming chapters untill our gurll heals him ....❤️❤️
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