"Hey, Y/n! Hurry up before I change my mind!" Shalnark knocked on my door. "Can you keep down. I sleep" Feitan rushed out his room. I unlocked my door and went out wearing (clothes of choice) to go get drinks with Shalnark. "Why you wear that" Feitan's eyes widened. "Because I'm gonna get drinks with Shal" I replied. "Shal? Nickname?" Feitan asked. "Yes. Now shoo shoo we have to go" I said rushing out the place with Shalnark. Leaving Feitan completely dumbfounded.
As we get to the car, I sigh in relief knowing we got here just in time. "You sure do sigh a lot huh?" Shalnark striker a conversation. "I really do. Also, don't get the wrong idea Shalnark. You just owe me for a drink. You're a nice guys but I romantically can't be with you, y'know?" I made myself clear. "Gee, no one said that. A guy back in the base may have gotten the wrong idea, though" Shalnark said mentioning Feitan. "Speaking of he, what's with his broken speech?" I asked out of curiosity. "Well, he just kind of grew up like that. Plus, English isn't really his first language. I believe it was Chinese and Japanese" Shalnark answered.
The rest of the car ride was a little empty. Extremely quiet. "Hey, Y/n. I swear I won't tell. Say, what do you think of Feitan?" Shalnark asked which caught me by surprise. "Hm, well. If I'm being honest. I find him as a dense, selfish, sadistic person. But he can also be bipolar, weird, and..." I say trailing off. "And?" Shalnark asked signaling me to continue. "Attractive, sweet, adorable. I don't know Shalnark. I've only really met him for some weeks. I don't know him quite well" I said now questioning my own feelings.
We finally reached the bar and got out the car. "Good to know" Shalnark said out loud to himself. "Did you say something?" I asked. "No, go get your drinks. I'll watch from Afar" Shalnark said.
I went to get a couple drinks... Well plenty to be exact. As I kept drinking I didn't know how drunk I was becoming.
As the nighr ended, I tumbled over everything. I was a mess for all I know. Shalnark carried me to the car. I don't quite remember anything but I know he took me back to the hideout.
"You sure you can go to your room?" Shalnark asked concerned. "Yes... I sure" I said tumbling upon my own words. Now, sounding like Feitan himself. "Alright, if you need me just call" Shalnark walk to his room.
I struggled to go up the stairs still feeling dizzy. Everything was so spinny but i refused Shalnark's help. He already had to pay plenty for whatever the hell I consumed in that bar.
Still feeling dizzy. I finally ended up in a room... Just not my room.
I struggled getting to the bed not being familiar to the room's interior. But when I finally got there. I plopped down on what felt like a human. "What you doing!!!? This my room!" Feitan scolded in surprise. "I'm sorry... I didn't know" I say quietly dozing off to sleep.
*a/n pov*
The male had no idea what to do since he had not experienced this situation in his life before. Had he known what he felt for her then, he probably would have married her already. He stared at the sleeping Y/n in confusion. Remember she was drunk as he smelled the liquor. "How much did woman consume?" he questioned himself.
He called Machi to get you changed. And as she did, Feitan went out the room for respect. When he entered Machi has Y/n's head on her lap. "I'll bring her back to her room" Machi said almost picking you up. "No. Leave here. I take care" Feitan protested. "What ever you say lover boy" Machi left Y/n on the bed as she left the room saying "do anything stupid and consider yourself dead". Feitan closed the door and walked back to the bed.
He sat on the floor watching Y/n lay unconcious. The moon was out and the curtains were open. "She look pretty" Feitan thought to himself. "Wait, why I think that? I torture I no like anyone" he shook his head to reality. "Mmm" Y/n tossed and turned.
"... Feitan" Y/n said softly, half awake. "Hm?" Feitan hummed in response.
"I'm sorry for that night it rained" - Y/n
"Not your fault. You no need to apologize" -Feitan
"Truth, I think I confused on my feelings for you... What am I saying. Its okay, this a dream I can say my feeling. I don't know. I find you cute but you say harsh thing. You a killer not lover. You return Pain not love. You far off my league. But I think I gained some feelings"
Y/n said thinking she's in a state of lucid dream. Feitan sat in shock as to what the female had said. He had to analyze and process everything in before taking a deep breath and giving a response.
