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I woke up in a hotel room. I sat up and observed my surroundings. I was alone in the room. That was until Feitan opened the door holding two coffees. "You up" he said closing the door behind him. "Yeah, why do you have two?" I asked eyeing the coffee. Obviously, I wanted one. "One for you..." he said handing me one of the cups he was holding.
He took a sip of his coffee and sat at the edge of the bed. He then seemed to remember something and pulled out tickets. "Wanna go?" he asked me. "Where?" curious to the place. "Wanna go Masquerade ball... With me?" Feitan asked. "Is this your way of asking me out? If so, you're gonna have to do better than that" I said jokingly. "Not just us. Rest of troupe member go too" he said looking away. "I see, sure. I'll go with you" I say feeling bad for my earlier response.
"Hey, there is park nearby. Want to go?" Feitan asked yet again. "Sure, let me get ready" I said getting up to clean myself up.
I finished up my look with a (accessory of choice). I got out the bathroom to tell Feitan I'm ready to go. He seemed unfazed but that shouldn't be my concern. I took my bag and we headed out.
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*a/n pov*
Y/n and Feitan succesfully got to the park and there were kids playing around. It was autumn season, so many orange leafs were to be seen. The two stood by a tree Y/n smiling at the sight of little kids having fun. Feitan, in the other hand frowned at the noises. He found kids as a nuisance.
One kid in particular walked up to Y/n with three flowers in hand. "My mother says angels are beautiful beings. She told me they stand out! You have the face of an angel miss!" the kid smiled handing Y/n the flowers, sprinting away and back with the other kids right after. Feitan stood staring at the flowers thinking of what the kid had just said.
"What's wrong Feitan? Does it bother you that you didn't get flowers?" Y/n asked noticing the male's change in mood. "No..." Feitan looked away with noticeable tints of pink on is face. "If you say so" Y/n said.
Feitan couldn't keep his mind off the words "Face of an angel". Was Y/n really this attractive to him?. He looked Y/n's way as she was spaced out. And at this moment, Feitan's heart pounded at an extreme rate skipping beats. These unfamiliar feelings now affecting him.
His whole life, he spent it obeying Chrollo. He surely was loyal to him and his troupes. He cares for his party. But this feeling was different to him. And he knew since he had yet felt anything like it before.
"Feitan???" Y/n snapping Feitan out of his zone. "What's wrong? Are you sick? Your face is red." Y/n worried. "Not sick... Just..." Feitan trailed off. "We eat now. You follow me" he started walking towards a restaurant- A fancy one at that.
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As he dragged Y/n to the restaurant. He asked the waitress for a table for two. The waitress sat you both down and Feitan spaced out not realizing he was staring at Y/n. As he continued to ponder, Y/n had already ordered food and was now waiting for Feitan to snap out his lala land.
Realizing he spaced out, he quickly grabbed the menu and went for the spiciest food on there.
After ordering, Y/n started talking about her past to Feitan as he was now a trusted person. Feitan gradually took this time to take in her features. Her smile, laugh, her eyes, her nose, 'had she been so perfect all this time?' the male thought to himself. When suddenly. A question no one would have ever guess ran from his mouth. "Y/n, have you had boyfriend?" Feitan himself shocked by his own words. He mentally slapped himself observing the woman in front of him. "Forget question" he continued.
"Fancy hearing you say that. But, no. Unfortunately, I got too busy keeping myself alive to have the responsibility of keeping someone else safe as well" the woman answered. "But you know, now that I'm in the Phantom Troupe I don't have much to do. I can probably find me the love I need for all I know" she continued. Leaving Feitan feeling unsettled.
"What about you Feitan? What's your past?" this question had Feitan quiet. What WAS his past before becoming a troupe member? He looked away not knowing how to answer the question. "Last time I tell people they had this morbid fascination they had in me after I say. Either that, or pity. And I no want neither from you" Feitan glared at Y/n.
"My apologies, I didn't mean to get personal" Y/n formally replied. "Well, since you asked. Have you had a girlfriend before?" this question now having Feitan's head wrapped. "No... I never thought of girlfriend" he replied almost silently. "Well would you ever want one?" Y/n wondered. Feitan now in full confusion. "No... But..." Feitan trailed off now completely facing Y/n. "One would be exception" he continued in hopes Y/n wouldn't catch on. "I see... Whose the lucky person?" the female said in agony, not knowing the truth. Before Feitan could reply, the waitress had already gotten back to serve the two's order.
They ate almost instantly now only realizing the amount of hunger they both developed.
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