Judged ~H.S.

chapter 4 - you

I may feel a bit betrayed because that son of a bitch knew who I was all along and I didn't have a clue it was him but then again I'm kind of relieved I don't have to lie to Katie anymore. She deserved to know and I'm glad I finally told her, honestly. But this doesn't mean that I don't hate him for what he did. I know he's the reason I'm finally honest to my best friend but that doesn't mean he had the right to expose me like that.

We got to the cafeteria rather soon and I immediately spotted him in the back, all alone, of course. I rolled my eyes and hurried over there still dragging Katie along with me and not bothering to apologize when I pushed some people aside. Not like they'd expect me to anyway, they just rolled their eyes and ignored me, so I did the same.
"Harry!" I yelled once I was halfway there, people gave me strange looks from all around but I didn't care. Harry's head shut up, looking me right in the eye, he looked rather surprised. I guess he didn't think I'd figure it out this soon but when he actually realized what just happened and what I just called him, a look of desperation crossed his face. Idiot.

"So.. I-I guess y-you figurre-d it out-t.." He stuttered out looking down at his plate, not wanting to make eye contact again, I suppose. "I guess I did." I laughed. "You know, it's quite obvious. I aways thought I recognized you from somewhere, Harry, but I wasn't able to put the pieces together until now. No one in this school knows my real name except for you and Katie now, so yeah, I figured it out." I added an eye roll because really, it's not that hard. (I really do roll my eyes a lot, don't I?) All he did was put on some glasses, wear different clothes and put what seemed like a million pounds of gel in his hair. He slowly nodded at what I had said. "I guess it really isn't that hard to figure out huh..?" He said finally looking up after he did so. Katie was just standing there, probably a bit confused I suppose.

"Katie? Are you okay?" I asked her worriedly. "yeah I mean.. yeah. So.. that's Harry? Not Marcel..?" She looked as if she was about to pass out. Maybe it is a bit too much, finding out that two people you know, one of them being your best friend, aren't who they claim to be. "Exactly. Maybe you need to sit down." I told her pulling out a chair which she sat down on. I grabbed Harry's water bottle and gave it to her. "Here, drink." Harry protested at first but she was already drinking so he just shrugged and started eating again, me glaring at him.

After a while Katie seemed to be doing a better and now we where just happily chatting about everything and anything really. "Wait, didn't you have a crush on Marcel?" Katie asked me out of nowhere. My eyes went wide and my cheeks turned a bright red color. "No." I harshly answered, cheeks still heated up. "Oh but you totally did though." She laughed tilting her head back. I glared at her and then just started looking at my shoes. They're quite cute, I got them from my dad a couple of weeks ago.

"I like you too though..." Harry interupted my thoughts. My head shot up. What? My mouth fell open just slightly and I'm pretty sure my cheeks, yet again, became that bright colour of red. He's probably messing with me, because why in heaven would he like someone like me.. I'm a horrible person. He's Harry Styles, or.. well.. Marcel here. But still, everyone likes him and I bet he could get literally any girl in this room so why in hell would he want me? No one likes me. A frown replaced the small smile on my face as this thought came to mind. "I think Allison just called me over.. bye." Katie said rushing over to the other side of this huge room. Damn it. I hate her.

"Look, Angel, I really do like you." Harry said, his voice so soft and reasurring. I couldn't help but look him in the eyes. Oh those eyes. They're so beautiful. "I uhm.. I think I might, just maybe, like you too.. just a tiny bit though, nothing serious." I don't know why I'm being so shy and don't just tell him I like him too because I really, really do. He knows who I really am and everything so why can't I say this simple thing? Just four words. Damn it! I'm such a coward. Always have and always will be.

Harry smiled at my words, damn his smile is so cute. Those dimples make me want to vomit. That's how cute they are!! "You want to go out with me tonight, like, on a date?" Harry asked making my heart flutter. I slowly nodded because what's the harm in just one date?