Golden Hearts | Rafe Cameron [1]

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July 10

My dad drove me and my family home shortly after Ward and Rafe left us. None of us have said a word to each other since we got in the car. We're all still probably shocked about everything that happened, but my mom is clearly much happier again, even though she still acts a bit different around dad  compared to before, which I understand.

As soon as we got home, I took a long shower. It was something I really needed. I hang my towel on the hook right next to the shower and put on my red pajama pants and a light gray t-shirt. I plan on not doing anything for the rest of the day. I'm just too tired of everything right now to deal with anything.

I open the door from the bathroom and almost have a heart attack when I see someone standing on the balcony to my bedroom, but quickly relax when I realize it's Rafe. But then I get stressed again because no one should know he's here. What is he even doing here?

Quickly, I make my way to the balcony door and open it cautiously while looking surprised at Rafe. 'What are you doing here? You know you can't be here!' I whisper loudly, a bit stressed.

'I know, but I have nowhere else to go because my dad is very angry with me, but I can leave if you don't want me to-'

'Just come in, but you have to be quiet,' I whisper and open the door wide for him to come in. As soon as he's inside, I draw the curtain to the large windows leading out to the balcony and also close the door behind me.

Rafe is sitting on my bed when I turn around. He looks tired but smiles faintly when I look at him.

'There's really so much happening right now,' he says and sighs.

'I know, and I hate it,' I say, sitting beside him on the bed.

'If only everything could be so simple,' he says, meeting my gaze. He looks into my eyes for a few seconds before placing his hand on my cheek and slowly trailing his fingers along my skin.

'You know you're bright as the morning, he says and it almost makes me melt. At least my heart wants to melt.

I lean closer to him so that my lips touch his. I kiss him slowly, and he quickly responds to kiss me back. The kiss is calm and not so aggressive. It feels like I really needed this kiss. I really needed time with Rafe, and this time I actually dare to admit it.

We kiss each other for a long time until we need to let go to catch our breath. We stay quiet for a moment before Rafe starts sucking on my neck, causing me to lift my head in shock. He's going to leave hickeys there, and I know I'll regret it later.

'Rafe... no one can see the hickeys,' I whisper.

'Let me do them in places where no one else can see,' he says, looking up at me. I look a bit uncertainly at him and then at the door.

"What if someone hears," I say.

"No one will hear if we're quiet, right?" Rafe says with his wonderful grin he always has.

I nod and take off my shirt, which makes Rafe sigh. "You could have warned me that you weren't wearing a bra," he says as he crawls up along the bed so that he's over me.

He kisses me from my mouth down to my neck and along my entire body until he reaches the laces of my pants. He looks up at me and meets my gaze as if asking if he can take them off, which I nod to.

"Sure?" he asks.

"Yes," I say, and Rafe doesn't hesitate long before he pulls off my pants and tosses them on the floor next to the bed. Even his shirt is off just a few seconds later, and I can't help but look at his muscles again. He just looks so good without a shirt.

Rafe sees what I'm looking at and smiles even wider before kissing me on the mouth again. This time it's a wet and dirty kiss with lots of lust. He kisses me on the corner of my mouth before looking at me. "Do you still want to do this?"

"Yes," I say, feeling like I really need him more than anything right now.

"Do you have a condom?" he asks, looking around the room.

"In the nightstand, second drawer," I say, nodding towards the nightstand next to me. Rafe goes there and pulls out the second drawer where he takes out a condom that he opens with his teeth. Why was that so attractive?

"So since you have quite a few condoms here, does that mean you usually bring guys here?" Rafe asks.

"No, not really," I say.

"You wouldn't think so about someone like you," he says and winks, making me roll my eyes. Rafe puts on the condom before climbing over me again and taking off my underwear.

He maintains eye contact with me as he enters me, and I can't help but let out a sound, but Rafe quickly puts his hand over my mouth. "Remember, you need to be quiet."

He pumps slowly in and out of me, and I just feel like I need him more.

"Fuck," Rafe moans quietly so no one can hear. "You're so tight."

"Mhm," I say.

I have to bite my lip hard to keep myself from screaming his name, but it's difficult, and I know he's going slowly to tease me. He still loves to do that.

"Faster, please," I whisper.

"Faster, huh?" Rafe says, of course he's smiling.

"Please, I need you," I moan.

Rafe doesn't hesitate before he pumps in and out of me much faster and harder, almost making me scream his name, but thankfully he's quick to put his hand over my mouth before I could make any sound.

"You're so good," Rafe sighs. "Good girl."

Just his words almost make me come.

"I'm going to come," I say, feeling that I'm close. My legs start shaking, and I feel everything release from me, and shortly after, Rafe comes inside me too.

"That was fast" Rafe says which makes me roll my eyes at him for what I think is for the hundred time now.

"Oh my gosh," I sigh as Rafe pulls out of me. He takes off the condom and throws it in the trash can before putting on his pants and underwear again. I put on my underwear.

"You're so beautiful," Rafe says as he runs his hands along my body. His touch gives me goosebumps. "You like my touch? Admit it," he says teasingly.

"Shut up" I say, blushing as I grab my shirt and pants that I had on before. I sit next to Rafe on my bed and lean my head against his shoulder. If only my dad hadn't done what he did, we could have sat here without worrying about someone catching us.

But I guess life isn't fair after all.

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A/N: I wasn't planning on posting a third chapter today but I think you deserve that! Hope you enjoyed some smut :))