Meri nazar se Pyaar ki ye kahani

Chapter 44

Misha's POV

One of my sister is already married and another got engaged. She also going to be married in just 3 months. This time will flew and another bad thing is that we have our final exam 1 month later. Among all these bad things only one good thing is there. We have our last college excursion next week only 4 days later. We are going to a jungle surrounded hill. We were prepared for staying in tent but Kabir's father Rathore uncle has a farmhouse there so we are going to live there. Though Kabir was one year senior of us but he dropped one year so now he is our class. This upcoming trip is not at all educational its going to be complete fun.

Abhay's POV

We have our college excursion after 4 day. A 3 days 2 nights trip. These 4 day before trip I and Piya spend whole day practically together. As an engaged couple teachers also gave us little liberty to stay at each other's company. Nights were tough for me. I let her took off my shirt and explore my upper body but kept my desire for her in check. I kept my hands at my side so they can't touch her. Every night I had to left her bed after she slept.

We started our journey by bus. I and Piya sat before the last row. She was seating at Window side. We played antakshari till half way and then many students started to listen music or sleep after half way. It was dark outside and we were talking about a lots of random things. My one hand was at her shoulder with which she was playing another was entwisted with her free hand. I was talking about something serious suddenly I feel she kept my one palm above her one breast and my fingers automatically curled to capture it before I realized. Thanks to my stars that our journey was short after that and we reached to the farmhouse. Natasha didn't came as she was in next year So Misha and Alina were her roommate while my roommate was Kabir. That night I was saved from her activities. Next morning it was decided that we would go for hiking in 4 teams. 2 boys and 2 girls. Boys teams captains were Jeh and Kabir while Girls team captains were Misha and Anuska. Misha told me that Piya would not go as she wasn't feeling well and I got worried I asked my captain Kabir to excuse me who without question did that. I went to Piya's room to check her after everyone left. She was standing there crying in a black lingerie nighty near Window. I called her and she turned and I saw her tear stained face

Abhay : Piya, love what happened? Why are you crying? How are you? Misha told you are feeling down?

Piya : why are you still here? Everyone already left.

Abhay : what are you saying!! How can I go when you are not well?? Please tell me what happened? Is it paining? What's the problem?

Piya : I am physically fit. You can stop worry. I just stayed back to be alone. Yes it is paining here (she hold my one hand and put it over her heart and then let it go). I have lots of problems which I can't discuss with anyone. So leave me alone to bear it.

Abhay : please Piya share your problem with me may be I can solve it. I can't see you like this. I can't see your tears love.

Piya (sadly smiled ) : you really wanted to know my problem. (I nodded ) my problem is that I can't sleep properly or can't do anything properly. I can't concentrate on anything. (I noticed that also) you know why because of my desire for my own fiancé who don't find me enough physically attracted to respond. While I am carving for him he just dodged me I feel like a cheap woman who was trying to seduce him or molest him. A shameless girl who couldn't control her hormones and emotions in check.

Then sat on the floor crying and sobbing heavily. She sat there hugging her knees. She was in pain for some times and I am the reason. I couldn't understand my forced refusal and trying to maintain self control will Couse her so much pain and she went through the thought of being undesirable when I fight to control my urge to love her back physically constantly. I couldn't let her suffer for my fear to hurting her. I was already done that. I have to master my strength I remember bhai's tips and told myself "you can do it. Show her today. Love her today"

Abhay : Piya you really think I don't find you physically attractive? Haven't you seen my desire for you in my eyes and in my actions whenever I lost control.

Piya : you were always could able to control easily when I couldn't. Those were little reactions of my actions. I understood I am not attractive enough to arouse you.

Oh what this girl is saying. I bend down and picked her up in my arms in flash. I kissed her lips as I carried her to the bed. She was socked first then started to respond. I put her on the bed and came over her and let my desire lead my mind. I kissed her neck shoulder cooler bone upper chest hungrily but kept my speed slow for her to enjoy. Material of her nighty was irritating me and I didn't had much patience left today to find knots of her lingerie to open it in civilized way so I tore it to feel her without obstruction. I was mesmerized to see my beloved without any piece of clothes she was so much beautiful like a goddess. I looked her for sometimes then again come to her to explore her necked body with my mouth. I moved my hands to her whole body while kissing her lips. I pressed and squeezed and massaged her breasts and erect nipples I kissed them sucked them hard licked them and moved southwards fulfilling fantacy to have them in my mouth. I kissed licked every part of her body then inserted first one and then two fingers of mine inside her core to tear her hymen. After few minutes massage inside her I got her barrier and pushed my fingers further and it tore of. She winched in pain and then moaned in pleasure. I took out my fingers and went to washroom to wash her blood from my fingers before my demonic nature start carving to taste her blood. I heard her protest and came in lightning speed to carryon from where I left. I started to kiss her again and she did the same with me. I let her get ride of my cloths. She explored every part of my body for first time I couldn't take it anymore when she started to massage my manhood. I hold her hands and positioned myself between her legs. My body has its own mind it went to the right place where it wants to be and I entered in her slowly. She moaned in pain and pleasure. Hearing her painful voice I stopped to let her adjust me inside her. She encircled her legs around my waist and pulled me with her hands and legs to prevent me from move out she didn't know that I was not in position to stop either. It felt heavenly being inside her a wave of pleasure ran in my body. After some time I started to move and we made love for the first time. During my release I avoid grabbing her as if I grabed her she surely had broken boans and grabbed the headboard of bed which broke in shape of my palm. After the love making she slept over me for 2 hours.