She's a Rebel

Part 10

Hey Readers, How'd you guys like the last chapter. Part 10 I am just going to go with the flow so if it's a boring chapter. Sorry I I am thinking of another big thing to write about. Who knows maybe in this chapter :)

Kendelle's POV

I was restless that night. Mike slept like a rock so it's not like I can wake him up. I looked up at the clock. 3 A.M geez I can't stand it anymore. I threw back the covers. I am just going to take a walk. I threw on my sneakers and a jacket. It was chilly, I wish Mike would come with me though. We need to have a talk. He's been really distant lately and I have no idea what's on his mind. Is he thinking of breaking up with me?? I was worried about that. I have never told him I loved him. Unlike Kelly and Tre who were married and how Billie and Angel were in this situation and how much they love each other. I mean sure we did things that shows love but I have never said I love you to Mike and he's never said it either. I was tough but the tears were streaming down my face. I started to sprint then I ran. I was running around the neighborhood. Then I stopped. It was a women, she was wearing all black. He face was dark looking. She must of been 40 or 50 years old. Okay just creepy but not looking for trouble. "Hi there dear. Kendelle?" I stopped. "How do you know me?" Well we are in a band 1. 2 I was Mike Dirnt's girlfriend. "I will tell you. Come see me really quick." She motioned for me to come forword. I was a little skepical but for some reason I followed her. She had something about her that drew me towards her. We walked down a street then through the woods and there was a little house. A cute little cottage in the woods. This is random. We walked in her house. She turned on the light in the kitchen and I took a seat at the little tabble in the kitchen. She was wearing a long coat. She looked like any regular middle aged lady. But something about her made her different. She sat down. "I am Mary. I happen to notice you are very troubled. Is it Mike?" I was taken aback. How did she know I was having trouble with Mike? My face just twisted in confusion. "Oh! I am sorry. I am Mary. I am a pychic. I have been having visions about you for awhile. Not sure what it means but I knew you would be out and about so I had to talk to you." I don't believe in voodo or ghosts or any of that shit but I, believe her for some reason. I nodded. Maybe she can help. Being a phychic and what not. "Yeah. Me and Mike. We have just been arguing for a while and he's been really distant with me. I don't know why. And I am worried he dosn't like me anymore. He's never said anything like I love you and it's been bothering me." I started to cry again. Oh My God Kendelle snap out of this! Stop your crying! "Kendelle. I know you have had a rough childhood. Since your parents, I am so sorry they never cared about you. I know you have struggled for love and it's a wonderful thing when you feel love and you know it. But you don't have to worry. I know. Your going to be happy. Every thing will come and fall into place." She slid her hand into mine and squezed it. I felt like she was almost like a mom or grandma. Now that I look at her. She was old, she probably is a grandma. She felt like some one that. I don't know the feeling. But I was hurt and lost and she scooped me up and told me things will get better. This is so werid. I get up in the early hours of morining and run away from my problems to have a phychic stop me. My band mates don't really know about my abusive parents and how they threw me out when I was 18. They don't know. They have never been to my house or nothing. They don't know why I am so tough and how I get through life without love. My band loves me, Billie and Tre love me but does Mike? in the way I want him to. I hugged Mary. "Come back deary. Just trust me. Trust yourself and keep going. I promisse you will be happy. Oh I almost forgot." Mary pulled off a braclete. It was made with purple stone. It was one of the most beautiful things I have seen in my life. "Wear this. So you don't forget me. You will always be loved." She smiled at me. I smiled back at her. "I promise to come back. I. I. Thank you." I waved good bye and left. It was creepy in theses woods. I started to walk slowly back to the house. I went to the front steps to find Mike waiting for me. I thought he was mad but he was just looking down. "I thought you left me." I looked down at him. He looked up. He had the most beautiful blue eyes. I crouched down to his level. I looked him square in the eye. "I...I..." I lost my words. "I love you" Mike said. My breathing stopped. Thank you Mary!! I almost ran away. But things did get better. "I...love you too." I found my words. Words I have never spoke to anyone. Scared that they would leave me. Mike smiled at me. I cracked a smile. Mike and I stood up. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. It wasn't like any other kiss I have shared with anyone else. It was full of love. Mike held me and pulled back a little. "you really love me?" "yes" I said and we continued kissing smiling in between and for some reason I laughed. We were both laughing at ourselfs. Mike picked me up and carried me to the room. I was extreming tired. After all the stress being lifted off me I am now finally tired. I started to drift off the minute my head hit the pillow. Mike threw his arm around me and snuggled close to me. I smiled in my sleep. Thank you Mary. I love you.