Heir Reigns

✘ [ TWENTY ] ✘

KAITO

It doesn't take long for Atalia to fall asleep in my arms. She let me do what I needed with her once more, she needed the release as much as I did.
As great as it was, I couldn't help but already feel ashamed, just like I felt the last time.
The post-nut clarity was hitting me too hard and I felt myself caving into my skin. I wanted to run. I wanted to push Atalia off of me and jump into my pool to try to wash myself of my wrongs.
You wanted this.
Oh, great. You're back, too. Jesus.
She left me to my own defenses. She's sleeping so peacefully in my arms and all I can feel is sorrow and hate.
Just like dad said.
God, I'm dehydrated. I can't move. I have to call Wesley.
I shouldn't have made her cum so many times that way I could've cum more than once and feel as exhausted as she is right now. I should've done that to ease my stupid mind.
I decide to wait a couple more minutes before I move so she can fall into a deeper sleep. Seeing that she didn't feel me move or leave the apartment the last time, I figured it wouldn't be a hard thing to do.
After what feels like an eternity, I lightly push Atalia to the side and ease my arm out from under her. I was right about her being a deep sleeper because she readjusted herself into the bed, but didn't wake up.
I let out a sigh as soon as I got out of the bed. I checked my phone and noticed a few texts from Yuuki, about a zillion texts and missed calls from my dad, and one text from Vera. Damn, I forgot to text her when I got home. It was 2 am already. I have to be up in 4 hours. I sigh at the realization and debate on going sleepless and getting more done or sleeping for 2 hours and probably getting the same amount of shit done.
I decided to sleep but I had to text Wesley first. I wanted Atalia out of my apartment. The feeling that overwhelmed me wasn't sympathetic, but disgust for myself for doing what I did and then bringing her here out of all places. I couldn't stand the thought of being at her place, but bringing her here was a stupid decision.
Would've been easier to leave though.
Ugh. I texted Wesley to pick Atalia up in the morning and take her wherever she needed to go and I'd drive myself to work. I force myself to leave her in the dungeon so my soul doesn't form an attachment and set my alarms, drowning myself in my silk sheets. I let my sleep consume me.

The blare of my alarm shakes me out of my nightmare. I was drenched in sweat and the scent of myself disturbed me out of my sleep. I smelled like sweat and like Atalia's juice.
Shower, now.
I turn my alarm off and almost run into my bathroom to not give myself the chance to feel sleepy. I imagine myself drowning as the water cascades over me, trying my best to imagine myself being cleansed of all my sins, but that thought quickly fades.
I can't stay here forever.
I do the rest of my routine like muscle memory as fast as I can, skipping washing my hair to wash after the gym. I step out and dry myself, lightly moisturizing myself. I open the door to the bathroom and wrap the towel around my waist, grabbing a second one to run through my hair. I let out a deep sigh and got dressed in a quick gym fit. I grab my headphones, smartwatch, and phone, then exit the room.
As I make my way downstairs I hear noise coming from the kitchen. Vince was here.
"Good morning, Vin," I greet as I walk in and walk towards the fridge.
"Good morning, Mister Sins," he says back, not stopping what he was doing.
I grabbed the gallon of water I had stored and took a big sip. I walk around the counter and grab my creatine and pre-workout.
"What's for breakfast?" I ask Vince.
"Protein," he lets out a chuckle. "Lots of it."
"Great, can't wait. Although I do have a guest upstairs in case you want to prepare her something as well," I say. "If not I can have Wesley buy her something."
I'm not sure Wesley would be too keen on the idea of being Atalia's P.A. for the day once again. I know he would comment on it when I met up with him later on.
"I'll see what I can do, sir," Vince smiles.
"Thanks," I smirk and with that, I finally hit the gym.