mind game // johnjae

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warnings for this chapter: rape, voyeurism, stalking, drugging, obsession, somnophilia, dacryphilia, kidnapping, necrophilia, graphic depictions of violence

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Johnny regrets making love to Jaehyun while he was unconscious. Not in the sense that he didn't enjoy it, or that he had been dying to shove his dick into Jaehyun since the very moment he first laid eyes on him; but in the sense that ever since that night, Jaehyun has pulled away from him, gone back to being distant and quiet. And this has been going on the last three days since. Three long days of this torture.

Clearly, Jaehyun, after much thought, didn't buy his lame excuse anymore. Jaehyun explained that the pain he was in didn't feel like he was simply "dropped", and he felt like Johnny was hiding something from him.

Johnny continued the lie, telling Jaehyun that it's up to him whether or not he wanted to believe him, but he was telling the truth. If he was honest, Jaehyun's lack of faith in Johnny hurt his heart. He hasn't done anything to warrant this treatment from Jaehyun, so why is his angel being so harsh to him? Sure, Johnny drugged him and made love to his unconscious body, and lied to him about it, while also spying on him and secretly recording him. And sure, he has stolen some of Jaehyun's dirty clothes so he could get off to them, but so what? Johnny deserves Jaehyun and his attention.

God had obviously sent this alluring angel to reward Johnny for all the suffering he endured his whole life. Either that, or Jaehyun is a temptation from God to test mankind, to lure them into sin. Now, Johnny is not overly religious, but his parents definitely were, and perhaps there was some higher being out there listening to Johnny's prayers.

Someone as perfect as Jaehyun just couldn't be human. He's a greater being, a reward, a trophy, an object. Well, Johnny wouldn't call him an object, that truly cannot compare to his precious angel's beauty! A beauty that will belong to Johnny—they're destined to be together. Johnny can feel it in his bones that they belong together. This is becoming less and less about hurting Hayoon, and more and more about acquiring Jaehyun and his affections.

So all this time apart since the day Johnny made love to Jaehyun and worshipped his body has taken a toll on Johnny's mental health. He's finding himself more aggravated than usual, getting annoyed at simple issues that never would have bothered him otherwise. He's honestly desperate to be around Jaehyun, to touch him, kiss him once again. They do somewhat continue to hang out, but only in public, at Jaehyun's discretion, and much to Johnny's annoyance. As much as he's happy to just be around Jaehyun, he wants—no—needs more. And it's physically hurting him how bad he wants to feel the smoothness of Jaehyun's skin under his hand, the softness of his hair against his fingers, the sweet taste of his plump lips...

Johnny swallows down his desires and plasters on his award-winning smile as he sips at his steaming long black coffee, placing the mug back on the table before him. Jaehyun delicately sips at his iced long black, his pretty red lips pursed around the white paper straw. Johnny wants those sinful lips wrapped around his cock.

"So...how's Hayoon going on her business trip?" Johnny asks, even though he couldn't give two shits about her. Johnny fights the scowl that threatens his complexion at the way Jaehyun's chocolate eyes light up. A small smile graces his plush lips, his renowned dimples popping in his cheeks.

"She's going good. She's being kept busy." Jaehyun says, twirling the straw in his iced coffee dazedly. "God, I miss her."

"I know you do," Johnny pretends to sympathise. "How long until she's back?"