People are talking and talking. I don't know how you can possibly talk so much on a funeral, but everyone's kinda okay about it until it's your funeral. Then you just want people to stop talking. And just listen to the songs you picked for yourself.
Oh well, not me. As long as they're not crying, I am okay with everything. I mean, no one wants them to laugh or forget about me. But I don't want them to be sad just because I left - when I'm much better now.
How could I describe death. Feels like a relief to me. After years and years of suffering, it's the best thing that can possibly happen. Not for my family, but they'll not forget. At least not the older ones. The babies, that are 2 and 3 years old, may. But somewhere in theirs, little cute heads, there will be memories.
People are scared of death, but it really feels like just like another TV show. It'll just become a part of yours and your family's life.
Looks so funny to me. When they just come to say goodbyes to you and they just stand there and talk and talk. Finally, they feel sorry for things they didn't before. But then you can't tell them you forgot about those things. So you just lay there with straight face like nothing is happening.
But some people don't come. You wait for them. You want them to come. But it looks pretty average to me. You can't force them to come look at you dead. Well, isn't it better if they remember you as an alive person. I wonder.
Us. Us is a really pretty word. Describes me and my family. But if you would listen to the meaning of the word, you would hear the sound that's saying : It's about us, about everyone. 'Cause at the end everyone's dead. So well, if you're poor, rich, young, old, somehow disabled all of you will be dead.
That sounds pretty scary, right? Well, not to me. Let me say it a different way : Everyone will be able to finally feel free, and you'll feel the relief.
Feels ridiculous to me. How somebody can talk about death for this long. But don't worry. I'll get to the end soon.
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This "story" is for everyone who died or for anyone who lost someone important. I want you everyone to just think about the words I wrote here. Not that anything probably made sense, but it's like this. I believe they're all better now 🫶🏻🕊❤️❤️🕊🫶🏻
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When I was flying,
I remembered you,
how you were laughing
and everything was true.
As you saw the message,
it made you really sad,
but I'm gonna tell you,
it just made you a little mad.
I want you to take a pen,
draw a heart with it,
leave a kiss inside the heart then,
and wherever you go , always take it.
I love you!❤️🕊
~ whoever you wish would
say this to u🕊
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And always remember you can text me whenever you want 🫶🏻
