It was sharp six in the morning, the sun barely rose and Namjoon was kneeling on the cold unforgiving floor of the basement waiting for Jin to come. He knew he would be getting more beating or maybe something worse but all of that felt nothing in front of his dream to become a doctor.
Within 5 minutes, Jin was there, coming inside through the metal door as he spoke " Good that at least you listened to me for once" Mocked Jin as he started going through all the equipment kept in the basement. There wasn't much as it was the one at their house and not the main one, though enough for hurting Namjoon.
" Any change in your decision?" Asked Jin raising his eyebrows while Namjoons shook his head in response but seeing the expressions of Jin gave a verbal answer instead. " N-no hyung... I still wi-wish to be a-a doctor... Pl-please let me hy-hyung..." Pleaded Namjoon as he started sobbing, though none of it affected Jin even a bit.
"Okay then, you bought this to yourself" Spoke Jin, and the next instant a sharp sound of the whip slashing through the air and landing on Namjoon's skin was heard.
The impact made him fall on the floor on his face as he whimpered in pain. " Ahhh hy-hyung... Pl-please... sorry " Jin ignoring the sobbing and pleas pulled him up by his hair, getting him back to the same kneeling position.
" Don't break the position" Was all Jin said, before he again started raining down the whip on Namjoon's back, Namjoon kept withering in pain trying to maintain the position but nothing worked, he even dug his nails into his thighs to bear the pain, but by each passing moment the pain was just increasing and all of his comfort things were getting futile.
"You still think you can be a doctor, Namjoon? You're weak. Pathetic. A disgrace to this family." He spoke, inflicting physical and emotional pain at the same time.
At last, when the count was way past 50 Namjoon couldn't bear it anymore and sat down struggling to rub his back and ease the pain. Jin just let him, while Namjoon failed to notice the sinister look of his brother. He didn't care about anything at the moment, he just wanted to get rid of the excruciating pain at the moment.
After 5 minutes, when Namjoon was a little calmed down and Jin had enough pleasure seeing him in pain he spoke " You can never listen to my orders properly, can you ?" Tsked Jin in disappointment as Namjoon looked up to see Jin with his innocent teary eyes.
He never realized how and when his hyung became so cruel, he just wanted to run back to the old times, when they were kids, and embrace his hyung.
"But of course all actions have consequences, and so does this" Said Jin, making Namjoon look up to him with scared and anticipating eyes.
"You will be working at the company under Yoongi, also you will be getting whipped daily just like today, " After this he paused for a bit, to see the reaction of Namjoon and hummed in satisfaction when he got the desired reaction. " Until you agree to be a mafia. "
Saying this Jin left the basement, leaving Namjoon to tend himself. Namjoon remained frozen there, his body ached with every movement. He lay there, broken but not defeated, his dreams still flickering within the recesses of his battered soul.
" Y-you are so s-so bad hyungiee..." Cried Namjoon like a baby, fainting over the blood-tainted floor after another few agonizing moments.
Everyone except Namjoon was seated at the dining table. No one questioned about his absence knowing what must have happened to him. Trying not to come in the backlist of Jin, they kept quiet to save themselves and shrugged it off. Jungkook tho, was a little different. He very badly wanted to ask Jin about where Namjoon was but he didn't want to risk losing Jin either. Jin could sense it too by seeing his body language.
The moment, Jungkook managed to mutter his courage Jin interrupted him and spoke up, " Kookie, I hope you don't have any problem with being a mafia?" Questioned Jin, his voice a lot softer than usual but Jungkook knew that somewhere it had a reference to what happened with Namjoon and unwillingly he nodded his head. " Yes hyung, I don't have any problem"
"Hmm good, then do you want to come with me to the training center today? Or should we start from tomorrow ?" Asked Jin
"Can we start from tomorrow please, hyung?" Replied Jungkook as Jin nodded in approval and the others started eating. The others felt a little bad, they were never given options unlike Jungkook, they were only ordered, they also wanted Jin to treat them the same way too but guess Jin reserved it just for Jungkook.
Throughout the breakfast, Jungkook kept stressing over what tomorrow held for him, at the same time worrying about his hyung with whom god knows what happened.
Namjoon woke up, from his painful slumber from the feeling of cold water all over his bruised body. "Hy-hyung " Fumbled Namjoon in shock, as he saw Jin standing there with the empty bucket whose content was discarded over him a moment ago.
"Get up" Ordered Jin, Namjoon wasted no time in getting up though his body didn't support him but driven by fear eventually he did.
"Learn something from your younger brother, he is way better than you. Maybe if you were the same you would get a little love though your pathetic self doesn't deserve it. You're nothing, Namjoon. Remember that. Just a shame on my name " Spat Jin, making Namjoon cry in shame and embarrassment.
" Hy-hyung... I-I ... sorry " He didn't know what else to say, he felt guilty thinking he couldn't even make his hyung proud forgetting his pain.
Ignoring the sobbing boy, Jin spoke " Be at the office by 10, " He paused and then continued " All the best " He chuckled sarcastically and then again left Namjoon alone, by himself.
On one side it was Jungkook, in turmoil to choose between his dreams or hyung on the other side it was Namjoon, drowning in the guilt of disappointing his hyung and not being able to chase his dreams.
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And will the partial behaviour of Jin, just worsen his bonds more?
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Desperate Dreams
Fanfiction" Hy-hyung ...Please love my dreams too" Jungkook wants to be anything but a mafia, and his brother is adamant to let him be anything but a racer. Amidst the struggle, he has his one hyung all along supporting him. Yet when it is his turn to repay...
