Desperate Dreams

Chapter 14

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Until Sunday Jin made sure to torment Namjoon at every point he could directly at his insecurities and vulnerabilities.
Whether it was making him feel like he didn't deserve love to subtly shifting blame onto him for the harassment he suffered.
His words and actions were sharp as knives, piercing right through Namjoon's heart.
Sehun was done with Jin, he didn't know how to make Jin realize his mistakes anymore. Though he was able to convince Jin for the therapies.

But Jin still didn't shake from his ground of sending Namjoon to work from Monday.
Sehun felt a deep sense of frustration and helplessness as he watched Jin persist in such cruelty. It was as if Jin was blind to the pain he was inflicting upon Namjoon, or worse, he simply didn't care.
Too exhausted, he left rest of the things on destiny.

It was dinner time, and all of them were seated on the dining table eating the meal in silent which was soon broken by Sehun saying "Namjoon," he called out softly and Namjoon turned his attention towards him " Your therapies will start from tomorrow. You can head there directly from work ... 7 to 8" with an apologetic look as he couldn't convince Jin for some days off from work. Namjoon simply nodded, his expression betraying a tinge of sadness at the thought of facing his therapy sessions alone, without anyone to offer comfort.

Hosoek smiled sadly, though he was happy that at least Namjoon could get therapies which would help him a lot in the healing process. Deep down, he firmly believed in the healing power of family love and support, which he knew outweighed any therapy. Despite his desire to be there for Namjoon every step of the way, he understood Jin very well. Jin would never let Hoseok be free around the time Namjoon would have his therapies.

After dinner, Hoseok helped Namjoon to his room and fed him the medicines. With a reassuring smile, Hoseok quietly exited the room giving Namjoon enough privacy to cry his heart out. It wasn't like he didn't like leaning on someone, in fact, he craved support. It had been far too long since someone had been there for him, so taking someone's help without feeling guilty felt just too foreign for him to accept. 

Namjoon's POV 

Once Hosoek hyung was gone, I sighed in relief grateful for the privacy... I hadn't even a moment to process,  to convince my heart that I was almost raped, if it weren't for the policemen I would have lost my purity... Apparently, the only th-thing I-I have at this moment... W-why does Jin hyung hate me so much... All I wanted was a little reassurance, a few kind words to soothe the ache in my heart. I-I would have happily worked as much as he wants, but in return can't I get just a few words of assurance from him... Am I-I so unworthy? That I don't even deserve his love... But I shouldn't cry it is my fault only... Hyung has told me so many times that all I have to do is agree with him... It i-is me who is so damn adamant... N-NO I-I don't deserve to cry, after troubling my hyung so much the least I can do is bear it without any protest... Yes now come on be a good boy Joon, and wipe your tears you didn't deserve to cry... That's pathetic.

Namjoon's POV end

With swirling thoughts, Namjoon drifted into sleep under the medication's effects, unburdened by worries of the next day. He woke up at 5:30 a.m. out of habit, relieved that there would be no whipping today, though he still felt sleepy and all he wanted was to crash again on his bed, but his stomach churned with hunger. After freshening up, he stumbled down to the living room, finding Hoseok sipping coffee. Sitting beside him, Namjoon rested his head on Hoseok's shoulder and dozed off until Hoseok shook him awake.

"Don't sleep, you have to eat your medicine empty stomach" spoke Hosoek, shaking Namjoon. 

"Hmm, go bring it naa then," he mumbled before drifting back to sleep on the couch. Chuckling softly, Hoseok left to the kitchen and fetched Namjoon's medicines and a glass of water. But before he could even return, Namjoon felt someone shaking him again. Irritated by the disturbance, he screamed, "AHHH LET ME SLEEP PLEASE," and fell back asleep not even caring about at whom he just screamed.  Hosoek who was bringing the medicine saw it, and hurriedly walked towards Namjoon trying his best to save Namjoon from Jin. Before Namjoon could scream curses again, Hosoek forcefully opened his eyes, and Namjoon was in the biggest cultural shock to see Jin there, right above his face looking at him with a deadly gaze. Shuddering in fear, Namjoon did his best to hide in Hoseok's arms. 

"It's good you are up, don't be late to be at the basement" saying this Jin left and Namjoon looked at Hoseok terrified.
Though his hyung, always crushed his every hope and did something even worse but not even in his dreams he expected Jin to still punish him.

With a very innocent and pure look, he looked towards Hosoek and said " Hyung... You will save me from the beatings right?" he looked so pure that saying no appeared to be a grave crime.

But before he could even deny Namjoon, a guard came and started dragging Namjoon towards the basement.

Seeing that, Namjoon tightly gripped Hosoek's arms, the only support he had in his life of a sinking boat and screamed" NOO HYUNG SA-SAVE ME PL-PLEASE"
Hosoek looked at him helplessly and slowly released the vulnerable grip.

"Hy-hyung please... don't wanna go SAVE ME " begged Namjoon, but both the guard and Hoseok fell deaf ears to his pleas.

While the guard was removing Namjoon's shirt, his mind flashed back to the traumatic memories of him being molested. He could only see the faces of those three guys over the guard's face.
Thrashing and screaming in the guard's hold he tried his best to save himself.
He realised unlike that day, no one would come to save him.
Only for his protests to be silenced by a harsh slap, and him being tied to the ropes.

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