Chapter 18- The 18th Bite

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Journal Entry #17

My therapist has been telling me to eat, She said that I'm going to end up in a hospital or be inpatient. I don't want that to happen but I don't want to eat either. When I do eat, I feel disgusting, I feel guilty and gross and that I am gaining weight with every bite.

They don't understand how I just want to feel weightless, how I want to take up the smallest place in the world.

No one understands....

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