Alina' s P.O.V.
*soft sobs *
"Why? Why?... do I do this to myself. Why did he do that and how did he know and worst of all how could she do this to me she knew how I felt and wow ... I just know now ... but why am I such an idot -"
*phone rings*
"Hello" I sniffle the words out.
"Hey Lina rememb- hey is everything ok? Wait is it because of what happened 4 weeks ag-" interrupted Robin because I don't even want to hear his name
"No!... everything is fine I'll be ok ." I stated as I wipe a tear alway (it was 3 weeks ago) .
"Ok look ALINA LEONA GOMEZ ! You are the most amazing girl I know and I love that I can call you my best friend but Bennett is a butt face is a stupid dude that miss out on a lot and its not your fault because he's so blind to see that you wouldn't hurt him like like these other girls do he's definitely not worth crying over got it?"
"Yes .... but Robin how could I be so stupid-" I started to break into tears again why do I do this to myself how do I let him get to me I mean I know he' s been hurt but how could he hurt me I trusted him and I end up like this -
"Lina your not stupid he is and he's not worth you just got to dust yourself off and move on okay?" She said - And as soon as she said those words it like my sadness was like it wasn't there but I really need one of her magnificent huges I just wanted her to be her by my side and we would joke around and eat ice cream and watch movies all night long that would really make everything better but I haven't even described my beautiful best friend she is my complete opposite but we make I work like I'm a geek and she's that girl that's terrifying to everyone but once you get to know her she is the sweetest person I just love her and its kinda crazy how we're best friends to come to think about it hmmmm... anyways-
"Robin... I-I just don't want to talk it about it anymore... he's just ugh I can't believe I actually fell for a fuckboy like wow an I believe that he might of had feelings for me wow haha "I finally bring my smile and I'm laughing I miss this after all its been a while since I have been happy but it's actually hard to hide your feeling especially when your always the happy and you have to pull a smile and you know your hurting ... but it doesn't matter now.
