Still crying in the at 10 am and it's pouring outside just wonderful. I couldn't handle being without him he was my everything and I hurt him and it killed me to see him cry and I can't handle seeing him later so I get up and get dressed my body was still aching from the bruises but I change quickly and leave the hospital I don't call my parents I just want to be alone to take all this in I can't believe just pushed away the best thing that's ever happened to me...I'm such an idiot I walk around and I don't know where I'm at,its dark though I see a coffee shop and walk in there were people in there I go up to the to the clerk and ask for a coffee then take a seat at a table and these 3 guys walk in and sat at the table behind me and I felt their eyes on me it made me uncomfortable and they were whispering some nasty things like "I wonder what color underwear this brunette with the leather jacket is wearing" I shake it off because I wasn't the only brunette with the only leather jacket and then one of them said "the one behind us?...yeah the things I'd like to do to her ...I could touch myself just thinking about it." That's when I had enough and move away and heard the aww's and minutes later they leave and I walk to the restroom it was all tagged up with writing but I just wanted to look at myself so I went to the mirror and seen the dark brown eyed girl with long hair fawn hair who would smile for no reason ,frowning and dark circles under her eyes and looks like she hasn't slept in a week. I couldnt even recognize the person looking back at me ... I pull my hair back and turned on the sink and had warm water running and splash some on my face then look up and grabbed a napkin and dried my face then turned off the sink and walked out and paid for my coffee and start walking and heard footsteps running up behind me.
