"Are you honestly going to just hide away in an abandoned hovel instead of help fight to save the town that you are currently residing in?" Gwen could barely conceal the anger rolling in her tone like the sound of distant thunder, the dark blue bandana covering from her oddly flat nose down to her neck shielding the dwarf from the full effect of her fury. Yet, from the look of shocked outrage wrinkling the skin of his large forehead, he at least seemed to understand what she was implying. "I thought dwarves were supposed to be brave and strong," she continued, "but all I see is a whiny coward who is far past his golden days."
The dwarf's chair creaked against the wooden floor as he stood up in a rush, apoplectic and red in the face, "You know nothing of me, girl, I have fought my battles, you cannot cow me into joining human militia," he spat the words like they were dirt on his tongue, "I may as well string myself up and lather my body in butter for those beasts to snack on, all the good that'll do me."
Gwen crossed her arms over her chest, the muscles in her jaw twitching with irritation. She was finding it increasingly difficult to think as that ever-present whisper shivered down her spine, drifting through her in a way that threatened to consume her carefully balanced poise and turn her into the feral creature she knew lurked underneath. She'd come all this way, fought night after night against the undead raiding this town like a plague, and this is what she got? A cowardly dwarf who refused to help in a fight?
When she'd first heard that there was a veteran dwarf holed up in this tiny room off the town centre of Redcliffe, she'd figured it couldn't be that hard to convince him to join up.
She should have known than to underestimate a dwarf's stubbornness.
Gwen placed her hands on the table between them, leaning forward so she towered over his seated form, "If you do not join the militia, I will ensure that it is not for lack of will, but for lack of physical capability," she snarled, her lips curling back under the blue fabric. Dwyn froze, all that righteous indignation falling from his face as his eyes flickered downwards to where the dark blue fabric rested against her starkly pale skin.
Gwen's usually calm composure transformed, her anger pulsing through her body and emanating off of her like a dark aura. As she towered over the dwarf in front of her, his eyes darted around nervously, searching for an escape. The air around them felt charged with fear as Gwen leaned closer.
"What are you?" Dwyn's eyes narrowed as he looked at Gwen with suspicion and distaste, taking in the blueish hue of her flesh and the unnatural wispy grey of her eyes. His gaze lingered on the bandana for a moment, a subtle sign of his fear and uncertainty.
Gwen cocked her head to the side, her voice cold enough to send chills running down the dwarf's spine, "Would you like to find out?"
Dwyn, realizing this line of questioning was not going to get him anywhere pleasant, shook his head, "I know a freak when I see one, you don't gotta tell me twice," he grumbled at her, picking up his axe from where it rested against the floor, the metal scraping against the wood of the floor.
Gwen stood tall, her shoulders squared and chin lifted in defiance, giving no indication that his name-calling hurt her, and in truth, it didn't, not in any way that mattered. She'd heard it from people for her entire life - freak, monster, demon - and she'd learned that it only ever genuinely hurt when it came from those she cared about. And she didn't have anyone she cared about anymore, so she was immune to such petty name-calling. At least until she would crawl into bed, her blood stinging as it ran through veins not made to carry its toxicity, the familiar names echoing in her mind like screams into a canyon, adding to the constant clamour that plagued her every night.
The rustling of fabric and shifting of items could be heard as Dwyn adjusted his pack, the heavy clanking of metal objects and creaking of leather indicative of the weight he carried. His footsteps were quick and hurried as he tried to make a swift exit, avoiding Gwen's intense stare that she shot like daggers against his skin. A door creaked open and stayed that way as a gust of wind slammed it into the outside wall. The room fell quiet once again, with only the lingering echoes of Gwen's heavy exhale breaking the stillness.
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Yet Broken Still You Breathe
Fanfiction- 'I did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. I did not like to be touched because I craved it too much. I wanted to be held very tight so I would not break.' - Mary Hornbacher Gwen had spent so long on her own, distanced from the w...
