i feel like a ghost.
i feel like my words muffle out into the background.
i feel like i get drowned into the backstage of the grand performace of it all.
i wish i could say more be more.
i guess have a greater impact i suppose.
i wish my voice was louder.
i wish the words came out clear and concise.
i keep making mistakes.
i keep making a fool of myself.
a well i am tired, goodnight my friend...