Raspberry ruffles and work

7 0 0
                                    

I ate a bag of raspberry ruffles today.
I watched his hair glow in the beaming sun today.
I made pretty things today.
I was calm today.
Today is still day.

But I am in my head not here.
But over there against that tree.

I ate a bag of raspberry ruffles
How did I only recognise raspberry is spelt with a p today
Golly gosh my

Today I woke up
Today I did
Today I saw pretty things

At least i looked at them in a pretty way

I think he is quite pretty

I hate that I feel this way,
What can I do really!

About this way that I feel about a boy.
A stupid boy.

Desarano an alcoholic beverage I assume
The fuck is that
I don't know any alcohol names I am so clueless

The vibes are so tired at work today I miss Emma.
I miss her energy.

Mnmmmnnn
Should I try talk
To him
Maybe

It's silly how when I was at a party last night and when I just about got him of my mind something was brought up that reminded me of him.

And he's so pretty I wish I would shutup

But I know I won't and unfortunately for him I will keep writing him stupid poems until he actually does notice me and then

Then when I will read them
Maybe ...

Actually no

I feel sad

But I feel mad that others are sad

Why am I so silly here sitting on the top of a toilet seat in a square box room typing on a rectangular light up device

Why how this is all so strange

My gosh I wish i could kiss his damn face.

Goodnight it's not night goodnight
All my love Evie xoxo

6:36pm

the diary of a wallflowerWhere stories live. Discover now