So I was asked to do this, spread awareness and ima include a personal example of this. Topics include suicide attempts rape and mentions of disorders (ex depression anxiety ect.) My friend recently almost lost their grandpa from a suicide attempt they live with him alone (yes they allowed me to say this) and wanted some ideas of what a suicide looks like before the attempt or actions to look out for here are a few:
•giving away things (big things like phones tvs or expensive important stuff
•random morning outburst of completely happiness (ex making comments about how pretty the world is)
•more pictures being taken
Now here's some personal stuff I'll say to understand it better bc out of context it sounds weird..
So this was a lil bit ago one of my more recent attampets and almost successfully committed. This was when I was just about to be disowned by my dad and was processing that he had raped me. I had spiraled a bit and got a idea. My mom was going to drive up to my aunt and uncles house, i don't remember what for, and we'd go back to my grandparents where I'd stay. This was the only location u was allowed near razors or knifes bc my mimi was always around me. I always was not positive at this time but that day i was commenting about the sky, life (without me in the picture), and other things. I had acted really happy, here's a pic from about 6 hours (?) Before the attempt. My cousins are blurred ofc their like 8 and 4, but we played dress up as their request and shit
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Now I looked extremely happy in this but I was actually really upset. After this we went to my grandparents house and my mom left. Later in the night I tried to take a knife to the throat but ended up getting caught my mimi because she sensed something was wrong. I was put on medication after this and watched even more closely through out that year but it still happened. We need to stop this, the bullying, discrimination, everything. People make fun of other people for the stupidest shit ever and I'm tired of it. When you bully someone they have a high chance of killing themselves. It's fact and it's horrible. Share these kinds of facts and encourage child therapy.
Thank you for reading and please spread awareness... 🫶🏻🫶🏻
