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   "who lives in a pineapple uder the seaaaa spongebob squarepants!!"
  
  My ears begin to adjust as my mind becomes wake again. The last thing being watched an episode of the best cartoon ever made, aka my comfort show. As my eyes open I immediately squint them back closed as i see the bright blues and yellows cascading from my television. I reach for the remote cutting the whole thing off completely. I lay there letting the remote slip out of my hands nd my eyes fluttered close again now letting the silence consume me.
    Feeling vibrations from under my tummy i huff nd reach for the stupid cellular thing. I flip it over pausing...
        
        452: old boo
          - i'm rey pull up on u I need to see u

  This,  is a surprise. I mean not insane or unbelievable but unexpected nun the less. My ex? Well i can't specifically classify him as that, more of a fwb that fell off? His contact explains more then i can actually say. Jeremaine, or "old boo" is someone who was kinda like a support system when i needed it we scratched each other itches if you get what I mean.
    Things were beginning to become complicated he was dealing with to many flings for my liking so we decided to just-    I decided to just let him figure out and settle any situations he needed to at the time, this was a 6 months

    I flip my phone back over and roll out of bed, the time was 6pm. I'm waking up from my nap after work I don't know what he could want to talk about we haven't spoken to each other since I ended things. Like literally I told him we should stop talking and he just left me on seen and then a month later blocked me so i assumed i brused his ego and he moved on to the next. There was no hard feelings on my end I still have the most love for him he just need to love himself first.
        Walking into the bathroom I start to run a shower. I hop in and wash my body my hips getting wider I see stretch marks and shit now. I should start jogging again my tummy could get flatter but ain't no time for that i'll just rock wit it.
 
  I hop out and dry off using my cocoa butter and all the other self care things. Walking back into my room I jump on my bed and fall into my pillows I was still naked I just didn't feel like moving. Starring at the ceiling I get the mystical feeling to roll up some good kush. Getting up i grab my goodie bag, i'm stopped in my tracks by three hard knocks coming from my apartment door. I pause glancing down at my naked body, then to the door, then to my weed, back to my naked body. I set the kush down and grab my shorts off my desk chair slipping them up my long legs I also grab my fuzzy blanket wrapping it around my body walking to the front door. I open it of course seeing this tall brown man with deep waves and the most perfect eyebrows. He dressed in a black sweater jacket wit some rhinestones embroidered and some black jeans.
  
  We stare at each other for a min almost in disbelief that we back in each other's presence. I blink and step out the way allowing him to step through. I close the door behind him turning around facing straight chest I forgot how tall he actually is of course he's probably gotten taller fucking giant. I crane my neck he isn't moving out of the way or walking to my room, he knows where it is.

   "hey"
 
His voice. Fuck i missed his voice.

"uhm hi"

I move around him walking to my room.
"Stop being so weird and come on please"

  I grab my bag sitting in the middle of my bed grabbing my tray and continuing my original task. Jeremaine enters taking his jacket off sitting in my desk chair facing me. I continue doing what i'm doing if he wants to talk then he needs to start talking I was the one left on seen anyway.

  "So you just gonna act like i'm not here" I keep my eyes trained to what i'm doing listening to him talk.

  Two long beats of silence other than the low snipping sound of my scissors.

  He gets up, striding across the short distance from the desk to the bed sitting next to me as i lick the bambi paper sealing my spliff close.  I toast it putting it to my lips about to spark... when the thick stick shaped object was swiftly snatched from my lips.