This Love (Finny x Bardroy) Black Butler

The Hardest Time Of My Life

Authors note: I appreciate all the love this story has gotten, but I think it is almost time for it to be at its end. I know a lot of you have stayed and read my stories for years and I love you all. I will continue to make other works, I just think this one is coming to an end..

Finnys POV:

I wake up and I can feel the crust in my eyes from the tears drying overnight, but I pull myself out of bed and go to the bathroom to get around for the day. "I am not ready to face you today." I thought to myself. I clean my face and get dressed, as I head downstairs I notice that it is unusually quiet, at least for this place it is. I make my way to the kitchen hoping he isn't in there. He wasn't, so I started to make myself some coffee and breakfast when I hear a creak outside the kitchen door. My instinct told me to hide, but I didn't. Before I knew it Bardroy entered the kitchen, he slowly looked up at me and said, "Sorry I didn't know anybody was awake yet." I shrugged and continued making my breakfast. I was facing away from him, but my eyes still began to sting from the tears that were building up inside my eyes.  I knew he was speaking to me but I didn't know what he was saying, I couldn't face what he had to say to me. I couldn't be hurt anymore by this man. "I choose myself. I cannot let you back in just to get destroyed again by you. Or anyone else for that matter." I yelled this at the top of my lungs, before he had time to respond I grabbed my plate and left the kitchen as fast as my feet would allow me to.

Bardroys POV:

I didn't say a word, he looked so angry but distant like he didn't feel a thing for me other than resentment anymore. He bolted again before I could say anything to him, "No not again" I said to myself. I turned and ran after him. I found him on the staircase, I reached for his arm and turned him to face me, only for his food to fly out of his hands and for him not to catch his own feet. He started to fall when I caught him and we fell together, but I didn't let him hit himself on the stairs. He fell down on me while I toppled down the stairs. All I remember is feeling the pain of the steps one by one, before I finally drifted off in what felt like a sleep and thinking, "This isn't half the pain I put him through, I can endure it to protect him."