¤ Kpop Imagines ¤

Jungkook Imagine

Jungkook Imagine

You had a horrible day, like most. Even though you probably didn't have much of a reason, you were depressed. Your anxiety levels were horrible and you just wanted to go to bed and cry yourself to sleep. All of your thoughts were negative and there never seemed to be anything to cheer you up. You just had to wait and forget about your feelings before they come back again. And tonight, they hit you hard.
You were home all day before you decided to go to the store and buy some painkillers for your crazy migraine. Once you got home your stomach fell in knots. That feeling was coming again. The feeling of utter sadness and hatred. Hatred for yourself. You hated yourself, and for what? Who really knows, you just make things up. Things like, being lazy, fat, ugly, and unwanted.
Your headache got worse with these thoughts so you took some painkillers and lied down on your bed, forcing yourself to calm down and force down your tears. Just when you had calmed down a but your phone buzzed on the nightstand to the right of you. It was your totally undeserving boyfriend, Jungkook.

How's my goddess?

You ignore it, and exactly two minutes later your phone vibrates with another text message from him.

Please answer me, (Y/N). Are you alright?

I'm fine.

Two minutes pass again.

No, stop lying.
I'm coming over.

You try to text him back telling him not to come and not to worry but he doesn't answer. You call him, twice, but again, he doesn't answer. And you can bet your bottom he was there knocking on your door within fifteen minutes of the last text message.
You jump out of bed oh so hesitantly and subtly open your door to see Jungkook, with a soft-worried look on his face. As soon as the door is opened enough for him to get in he rushes to hug you.
"I know you're not okay, jagi," he says as he breaks the hug and stares at you while caressing your cheek with his thumb.
"How could you tell?" You cracked.
"I could sense it. And you haven't seemed yourself lately."
Your feelings were starting to pour out again and you couldn't control it. You hate yourself for being so emotional for no reason. You started to sob, you hated yourself for that as well. Especially for doing it in front of Jungkook. He just kissed your forehead and pulled you into another comforting embrace.
"You wanna' tell me what's going on?" He said into your ear.
"I don't even know what's going on," you confessed. "My feelings are out of control and I don't know if I can take it anymore."
He didn't say anything and tightened the hug before releasing it again. He walked you over to the couch and sat you next to him. He grabbed a blanket and put it over you both. He put his arm around you and have you a soft, tender peck on the top of your nose. You leaned your head on his chest and curl your feet up on the couch, and tightly snuggle next to him.
"Why're you so upset, (Y/N)?" He finally spoke.
"I don't feel good about myself at all. I'm lonely, I have nobody. Except you, but I barely see you, you're so busy. I don't want to be here anymore. I kinda want to let go, ya' know, like die. It's just, my thoughts get the best of me and I'll always hate myself." He was quiet for a few seconds but then responded.
"Never hate yourself. You're a wonderful person. Even if I'm not always here with you physically, you can always call me or text me. I wish I could be with you every second of the day, so you 'letting go' will put me in agony. I could never think of a day where you're not here." He spoke so smoothly and confidently. "I love you, (Y/N), so don't think like that. And when you do, tell me. I will make it better, every time. I promise."
You just smiled and rested your head more heavily onto him and closed your eyes. You took and deep breath and teared, not because you were upset, but you were happy he said this to you. You found your cure.
"I love you too, Jeon Jungkook."