A messy Tale of Hearts

Chapter 2

Two weeks and they'll be married.
Will he be able to tell Jimin everything before that?

The thought kept running inside Jungkook's mind all the while he was driving towards his office. He had planned this date with the thought of finally revealing demons of his past to Jimin. He understood from the start that Jimin had the right to know what he had been hiding from him as they would be mates in future. He contemplated a lot before planning this date.

One year ago, he wouldn't have even thought about marrying someone. Jungkook of that time had a firm belief that he would never be able to accept someone in his life or that he would be able to fall in love with someone. Jimin was the ray of hope in his life when he was growing more and more despondent. The little omega had been his savior, saving him from giving up on his life, giving him a purpose to wake up everyday and something to look forward to. Even if Jimin didn't know what had happened to him, he had promised to help him heal, to be able to trust someone again.

Jimin never told him but Jungkook saw the pain in his eyes, the pain of his love not being reciprocated verbally. It hadn't been long since Jimin started to confess his love for him too but he saw the way his eyes used to shine waiting for the response, in hope that Jungkook would tell him that he loved him.  He saw the glimmer of hope slowly dying. He felt a pang of hurt in his chest. Although Jimin kept telling him that he hadn't lost hope, he saw the pain in his eyes and his smile. He felt so guilty that this full of life angel would be tied down to him for the rest of his life. He didn't want to make Jimin's life miserable too, so he decided to work hard on himself for the sake of his lovely omega.

He didn't know how he fell for Jimin, though. But it would've been even weirder if he didn't fall for him. After all it was Jimin who had been fighting for both of them. He was there against his choice just like himself when they first met. He kept looking at Jungkook the whole time they talked as if he was reading him. Next thing he heard about this arrangement was, Jimin said yes to marry him. They met soon after where he tried to convince Jimin to refuse. He didn't want to ruin his life too just because there was nothing left in his. But tables turned on him and Jimin convinced him to marry him.

Jimin asked for nothing from him except his trust and some patience. He put all the efforts he could to get where they were today. His resolve didn't break when Jungkook was refusing for marriage nor when Jungkook's alpha was cautious of him, too cautious to allow Jimin to even touch him. It took them so much effort to be able to cuddle and kiss. His alpha didn't allow him to scent Jimin pr be scented by him but they were working on that. It was quite unbelievable for Jungkook that his alpha even accepted any omega after what happened in past. Then again, Jimin wasn't just any omega. If any omega wolf could make his alpha fall for it, it was just Jimin. He'll always believe that his alpha accepted an omega just because it was Jimin, who else could it have been if not him?

He had seen Jimin struggling but he never let it show because he didn't want to trouble Jungkook more than he already was. Jimin was already doing so much for him so he wanted to do something in return. Even a little bit, he wanted to give him something that showed that he was trying too. That's why he was thinking about telling Jimin about his struggles and inability to act like a normal wolf. It was hard to talk about the past he wanted to forget so badly but for Jimin, he could climb mountains higher than the skies, and this was just about him telling Jimin about his past.

All these thoughts filled Jungkook’s mind. His train of thoughts was interrupted when his company building came into view. A tall building in the heart of Gangnam that had the main office of Jeon publications company. It was all the efforts of his grandparents and his parents that made their company so big and powerful. He felt proud and thankful to be the next heir of this company of loyal and hardworking employees.