I Know What You're Like When The Party Ends

Turkish Quandle 1

Today is the last day of summer. I have been spending these lazy days with my friends just laying on the ground while the sun rays shine on our face. The laughter that feels like this world is only yours. I will miss it all. But mostly I will miss the late nights talking to Seby. I love all of my friends equally but there's just something different about him. The way he listens to all of my struggles without once focusing the conversation on him, the way only his laugh makes me already feel better, the was he reassures me that it will all work out fine even when i feel like my whole life is falling apart. I'm just glad to have him as a friend. And I'm glad i can spend the next 4 years with him. I fall asleep with that thought.
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The next morning i wake up all excited for this new chapter od our lives, at the end of the day there's really nothing to be worried about. Everything will stay the same.

When I get to school everyones already there and the first person my eyes fall on are Seby. Then i notice the others too. I'm so greatful to be in high school with all my friends. I go and say hi to everyone.

"Hey Mike" says Seby and dabs me up into a hug. The others dab me up too, tomato, white shirt and some other guys, a few that i never really talkted to but it's fine since we all seemed to get along really well.

"So what is your scheduel for classes this year?" asks tomato. (we call him tomato because he blushes all the time and it will never stop being funny).

"I took a few ap classes, I think they'll be more fun" says Seby.

"I took ap math."

"Then we should be together on that one Mike" says Seby, with excitment in his voice.

Everyone keeps talking about their scheduele but I can't stop staring at Seb. The way his hair falls perfectly around his face and his curvy hips and soft smile.

I dont know what's been going on with me lately, I can't describe it. I never really had a real crush on any girl. I didnt think anything of it because maybe i just have high standarts. But lately there's been something different whenever i talk to Seb. But whatever it is I need to push it down because there is no way I'm ruining our whole high school experience and friendship just because i can't sort my feelings out. But maybe i should just talk-

"Hey, are you alright?"

"What"

One of the new guys is shaking me and talking to me.

"Sorry i just zoned out."

"Yeah alright well lets go or we'll be late" "I'm Jacob by the way"

"Mike, and thanks for shaking me out of that"

"Yeah, it's nothing i do that a lot too so if you ever notice please snap me out of it."

"Sure. Let's go then." 

Me and this Jacob start walking to english together because the whole group has already gone to their classes and apperantly while i was zoned out he looked at my scheduel and figured out we have quite a lot of classes together.

We get to english and I sit down. I start getting my notebook when a tall blonde girl stand infront of me.

"Hi."

"Hey?

"You're friends with that kid who had that blue tie right?"

"Umm yeah?"

"Well Hi I'm Emma, you can call me Ems, and i was wondering if he's seeing anyone?" That question right there hurt like a stab in my heart. And it wasnt suppoused to. What a childish thing of me to do.

"I dont know but I can ask him for you"

"That would be great, thank you so so much!" she goes on to talk to her friend with brown hair and I wonder what is Seb going to say when I tell him about this girl.

I just hope he laughs it off.