A-marriage-of-convenience (bxb)

Chapter 4

My body felt so energized but also weak but that didn't stop me from telling the doctors and nurses that I was fine and to leave me be. Because I know what's wrong with me and I don't need 'CROWN PRINCE'S PERSONAL ASSISTANT HAS AN EATING DISORDER' being the next biggest thing on tv. And really nobody knows well except now the royal medical team but i know they won't say anything. they are more of the worrying type anyways "such a strong person in such a weak body" i hear coming from the door and i know exactly who it is "my queen"i say softly not facing her keeping my head facing the window "not facing me" she paused for a moment before letting out a small chuckle and i hear her approach me and sliding her hand under my chin and making me face her "perfection...utter perfection" she whispered looking me dead in the eye "come with me" she stepped away after that expecting me to follow her out and i did i was following her down the hall just watching her.

Because it was not a secret that the queen was pretty she has beautiful dark skin and lovely hazel eyes with thick curly hair that she is wearing in a fro today and god did she have a lot of hair but it suited her perfectly because while i have more of a 3c-4b and a bit of 4a mixture of hair the queen has 4b-4c hair and no matter what way she wears her hair it framed her face so well "im dying" she said and i stilled "umm im pretty sure everyone is mrs. Torrance" i was only to call the queen that in prevent "no,like im dying i have stage 4 cancer" she says so bluntly it unnerved me in a way but that was just who she is "how long do u have"i say kinda not surprised because the queen always took her time doing things but when she was revealing Noland as her sacseser i heard that she throw something together at like 12 pm and that didn't seem right "week or two give or take" she smiles weakly "thats why you came home early"i smiled at her and spoke again "how does the rest of the family feel about the whole thing" after my words came out my face seemed to to fall " they don't know do they" I breath out unable to even grasp the fact that noland will be king in less then 3 weeks " no they do not but,I could say the same about noland and that eating disorder of yours"

my eyes widen "fucking Leon" I curse under my breath "on the contrary Dr.Matt said nothing I kind of just picked up on it but how u reacted just now confirmed my suspicions" I didn't get a chance to try and plead with the older woman "but i won't say a word what you tell people is your business" I sighed in relief but i couldn't thank the queen for her kindness because she spoke "my dear you are something special you know that you are the only person i have met that changes my grandson in a way that makes he wanna kill you and keep you around and that is one special bond" a little chuckle leaves the queen, "dont let people take it away my dear, promise me that" i looked st me woth a pleading look and i crumbled "i promise" i say softly as we stop and she looks at me "good night little owl" she says the little nickname with a smile i smile as she walks away