"When i noticed that, you actually started to like me...i didn't know what to feel...because i developed real feelings towards you, I've always wanted you to confess to me so badly..and thought It'd be so funny....but the day you did...i felt happy but so.. scared at the same time..." felix spoke
"I like to see when people are hurting or suffering..." felix spoke with guilt
"I like to lie to people and see their reactions..."felix admitted
"I saw that behind your mean attitude towards me .... you were actually kind hearted, sweet and caring." felix spoke normally
"I don't feel anything towards anybody else...but you..." felix spoke being genuine
"You were an interesting person to me since the very beginning..." felix spoke
"I lied to you...and also showed you my bad side, i acted innocent infront of the others.." felix spoke as he akwardly kept staring at the floor
"I fucked around with changbin and i.n..." felix spoke lowly
"Bangchan knew how much i faked everything...it was like he could see right through me...so i pushed him away" felix spoke hesitantly
"It confused me too...when i couldn't get my feelings towards you under control.." felix spoke lowly
"I'm sorry hyunjin..." felix spoke still avoiding eye contact
"Now...my feelings towards you aren't fake. They are as real as they could ever be...i don't know if you still believe me...but i am not speaking a single lie right now, I know I've been a...bad human.." felix shivered
"After i started to accept my feelings, i actually wanted to make you mine for real this time, hyunjin...i care about you...and i truly love you enough...to tell you the truth by myself which i was so scared of, I've not been innocent." Felix spoke as he felt hurt
"Everyone in the group... they've been nothing but kind to me, and i did nothing but fool everyone and tried to take advantage of them in any way." Felix spoke sadly
"I never wanted you to confess to me after i realized what i had been doing to someone like you and...what you felt, i was scared and didn't know weather to tell you about this lie or not...." felix spoke as he finally looked at hyunjin with courage
"But what i feel now...and the way i love you...it's very real..i swear on everything.." felix spoke truthfully
Hyunjin looked blankly at felix and didn't react. Felix was worried and kept thinking about the worse scenarios.
"I don't know what to say." Hyunjin spoke after some seconds
"He's a pathological liar.." hyunjin thought to himself
Another minute of silence passed by.
"I was confused...but i also knew that you were playing around..at first...that's why i wanted to test you too.." hyunjin sighed in dissapointment
"But i didn't think...ah-..felix..?" Hyunjin spoke as he saw felix crying
"I'm sorry...will you leave me...? Hyunjin.. i can't live without you.." felix sobbed
"No i won't..." hyunjin spoke as he hugged him tight
"Why...hyunjin i lied to you..and you won't believe me ever..after this...so why..." felix asked
"Because it doesn't matter anymore...we both like each other now...that's why, nothing in the past matters...i can't leave you anyways even if i want to..." hyunjin spoke
"I like you so much now, that even when...you've told me the truth, that's enough for me to decide what i want, because i only want you." hyunjin spoke as felix stopped crying
"....I'm so...sorry hyunjin..it's just something i can't control..i can't control my feelings for you either..i am willing to change.." felix responded
"That's...a good thing...right..." hyunjin spoke lowly
"For me...i fell for you so hard...that now, i can't even think straight..haha.." hyunjin spoke as his embrace tightened
"I don't care anymore..all i want is you...we'll be together forever." Hyunjin spoke
"I don't have anyone else....we both feel the same way." hyunjin spoke as he let go
"Hyunjin...i didn't mean for us...to..feel..this way...i just hate...how i hurt you..." felix spoke as his voice shivered
"It's okay..we both hurt each other..but we love each other too right?" hyunjin spoke as felix nodded
"That's what matters..the most, you're what's more important to me..than anything or anyone else..now." hyunjin spoke as he gazed into felix's eyes
"....how can you be so calm about this..hyunjin this is not something so simple...you should be mad at me..i literally did-..." felix spoke regretfully but got cut off
"I know...but i understand it, I'm not mad at you my baby.. felix." hyunjin spoke as he stepped closer to him
"R- really..?" Felix stuttered in surprise
"You trust me right?" Hyunjin spoke as he stared down at felix's lips
"Yes...i do..." felix responded as his heart raced
"Then stop thinking about it now...i don't have anything against you..because i love you.." hyunjin spoke as he kissed felix suddenly
Felix kissed hyunjin back, he felt as light as a feather, as if all his worries were vanishing away slowly with that kiss.
Hyunjin pulled away slowly, as he looked into felix's eyes and his rosy freckled cheeks.
"Promise me...you'll never hide anything from me from now on...ever, even when you want to lie." hyunjin spoke seriously
"I promise..." felix responded with a smile
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