10 april 2024
Starting writing 1 30 am
Im bored but like ive been talking to dis dude for almost 3 months and our anniversary is in 3 days. Fuck i ended it before our anni. Man its all my fault idk i js wanted to end it cuz ion think im good enough for him, i js lose feelkmgs quick but yk the song "i bet on losing dogs" yeppp. My life is lit that song and mostly the lyric "i alwayd want u when im finally fine" fuck, idk i cheated on him and i feel so fucking bad thats why im js using the other dude for money ik im a fucking asshole i should stop using my phone and study more.
Im js soooo fucking tired of this shit.
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