My Crazy Beautiful famous life

Chapter 7 : Babysitting two suicidal celebrities pt1

Previously on My Korean Boyfriend

"ok let me call Josh " I called Josh to see how he was doing but the ringing was coming in his rooms I walked to his room and open the door and screamed , noticing my best friend on the floor with bleeding wrist . I ran to him covering myself with his blood trying to stop it . " Josh ..... no... no ...no " tears was rushing down my eyes . " Don't you dare close your damn eyes " I yelled " Babe call the ambulance"

" why- holy fudge" he ran calling them " hello my friend is bleeding to death .... yes its 51708 west Sherman street ( fake address ) .... yes hurry please " he yelled into the phone "there coming "

" I see light but its so warm like taking a bath " Josh whispered.

-Recap over-

The ambulance rushed him to the hospital we were already in the hospital , I was in the room they could only let one person in there I was still covered in his blood . My best friend was in the b ed peacefully sleeping his wrist had stitches they looked painfully I couldn't stop crying because I was so stupid to not care for him .

"Are you ok " the doctor came in I looked on her name tag which said Mrs.Shannon

" n-no I just didn't know he would do this " I choked on my words

" well he did have a bad life " she looked at me

I looked at her while blowing my nose "he didn't have a bad at least when I Was there "

" well I don't know if you knew this but his mom died 3 years ago in a plane accident , she made it out but died on the way to the hospital "she put her head down

" w-what " I fell to my knees "omg" I cried even harder

" ma'am are you ok " she helped me up " that's why he takes pills so he won't have any nightmares , this isn't the first time he is in here"

"he did this more than once " I felt so betrayed and hopeless

"yea .... he was found in his house trying to hang himself ... luckily for his former friend Conner found him " we both looked at him

" I don't know what to do anymore ..... I've been in his shoes " I said

" well keep a sharp eye on him ..... and if he is living alone he needs to live with you and not in close doors ..... and have him stay away from sharp objects ..... make sure he is taking his spill he needs those to survive life itself " she said rubbing my back then walking away

" Am I dead " he softly spoke , I came to him and rubbed his face softly . Part of me wanted to yell and part of me wanted to hit him .

"No.... Luckily your alive " I said half smiling at him

" w-why didn't you tell me that your mom died 3 years ago" I mentioned . he didn't reply I could tell he was really sad ... his tears slide down his cheeks , mine did as well .

" why didn't tell me .... I'm your fucking best friend Josh " I mid yelled then hit him in the stomach " why"

"I-I w-wanted t-to " he stuttered he couldn't speak because he was crying so hard

" I'm your fucking best friend " I repeated "your my best friend" I cried on his chest ...... his hand stroke my soft long brown hair ....

" please don't cry ..... please .... " he repeated softly

" I'll take care of you Josh ...." I said into his chest

" no ..... I just want to die ..... suffer ..... I watched my mom suffer because of me " he hit self over and over again " kill me now .... I don't deserve this " I grabbed his hand