My Crazy Beautiful famous life

Chapter 6.5 : What really happen between Josh and Sara

----------------Josh Pov-----------

so we went our separate ways and Sara invited me to her house we been talking about relationships for the past two hours it's really getting annoying . Her dad isn't home not until Monday she told me and she keeps rubbing up my damn leg ... is she flirting with me ,because she is not my type I want to throw up right now .

" so tell me how long have you known Dani again I just keep forgetting " she placed her hand on my leg

I looked at her and took her hand off " well for the last time I met her in sixth grade some kids were bullying me and she came to the rescue " I said

" do you like white girls " she quickly asked

" hm? not really " I avoided eye contact with her

" oh well I need to do something ... don't go anywhere " she got up and ran upstairs

I took out my phone and realized it was just died one minute ago so basically I was screwed , I reached over the table and picked up a photo of her parents holding her when she was a baby I smiled a bit because it was a really cute picture . I sat the picture back on the table and picked up a magazine called Beauty Kills , I looked through it and slightly smiled to myself " no wonder Dani takes long in the bathroom " I whispered

" i'm ready " Sara said coming in wearing her thongs and bra .

I set the magazine down " fin" my eyes widened " O.M.G " I said

" when I first saw you I wanted you all to myself ... I got a little horny too . Josh I want your babies " she looked at me and walked over to the couch where I was sitting at and slowly sat down

" Sara I don't like you any kind of a way " I said

" aw but I put these on for you and got all nice and wet for you " she looked up and down at me then sliding her hand down my chest lifting up my shirt , I slightly pushed her then she put her hand on my jeans but where my private part was at . " I want to suck your member ... choke me with it .. I know it's big "

" ew look I don't like you ... I actually like Dani well not like but Love her . Your a cute girl honestly but your not my type " I said slowly getting up

" why she will never love you the way I do " she got up also and came towards me

" well I don't care I will try my very best to get her back "

" she is a slut " Sara Yelled

" Don't say that about her you shouldn't be talking I mean look at you ... Henry doesn't even want you and you except me to want you " I smirked

" Just fuck me " She looked at me

" your really desperate get a li-" I was cut off by her slapping me hard in the face , I held my face and looked at her

" your a dog ...she will never love you ... you should just go die in a hole I'm sure that's where you belong " Sara spat at me

" you're crazy you need help Sara" I slowly walked away

" I bet if you killed yourself she wouldn't even care " I heard her say

I opened her door and left slamming it behind me , walking home in the rain praying that I do get sick and die ... she is wrong very wrong . I opened the door to Jay house and went into the bathroom looking for my calming pills . " Maybe she is right ... Dani is to in love with Angel well I can cut myself out of the picture fuck the bottle empty ." I said throwing it on the floor . I walked in the kitchen and grabbed a small razor .... As I made it back to my room I was thinking if this was the solution to my problem , should I be really doing this ? I put the Razor to my wrist and cut through my thick skin I seen a little blood then a lot I did the same thing to my other wrist . Goodbye life and Goodbye Dani I always loved you I wanted to have kids with you but I see you moved on from me to another guy but I hope you have a good life with him,  my friend whom I used to love .

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A/N : ok so there's what actually happened between Josh and Sara .... Still correcting my story errors it will kind of take a long time because of school but I have more story Ideas so I'm working on those too . :D