My senses begin to come back to me as I open my eyes hazily, feeling a pair of firm arms wrapped around my body, Tom. Allowing my eyes to adjust to the lighting, I fully open them to look at his peaceful face.
He looked so peaceful. It was adorable. His eyes were closed and his whole body was relaxed, his lip piercing secure on his soft lips, while his bare chest rises and falls in sync with his gentle breathing.
I felt myself staring at him for minutes on end, at least twenty minutes. A vibration occurs from beside me on the mattress and I hear my phone notification, snapping me out of my trance.
Sighing, I reach out my arm towards my jeans and take my phone out of the back pocket, trying not to disturb Tom's sleep. I unlock my phone, holding it between mine and Tom's chests, and it was the group chat with Sia and Niamh.
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The Three Muskateers
Sia 🫶🏼, Niamh 💗, You
Sia 🫶🏼
Amie girl are you awake?!
Me
Yeah, I just woke up. From the best fucking night of my life!
Niamh 💗
OMG! Tell us all about it!
Me
Let's just say too much happened to explain over text 🤭. I'll tell you girls later, can you guys meet this afternoon?
Sia 🫶🏼
Sorry guys I can't, I'm going to that shitty football match for my brother.
Niamh 💗
Bitch. I'm available, drop your location and I can come get you whenever Ames.
Me
Alr, cya guys xx
Sia 🫶🏼
Byee! xx
Niamh 💗
Cya! xx
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After ending the chat with Sia and Niamh, I glance up at Tom's face to double check he was still sleeping - which he was.
I had nothing better to do so I pull up Facebook and rest my head on Tom's chest, feeling his arms tighten around me.
A post pops up on my feed and my eyes scan the text, my heart dropping to my stomach and all the blood in my body rushing to my face.
lilahxoxos: Had so much fun with you last night Tom bby! Love you xoxo #boyfriend #bf
Along with a photo of Tom, with his arms around a girls waist, kissing her. She was blonde. Pretty.
Oh my god.
That's the girl that gave me a look before the concert yesterday.
I look through the comments and the first one I see is:
TheTomKaulitz: ❤️xx
Feeling my breathing increase, I look at this girls account. She had multiple photos of her and Tom, some just of Tom, and he looked so happy with her. My heart races in my chest, so fast I thought it'd shatter into a million pieces. My eyes lift to look at Tom's face.
You think I'm different, huh?
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With tears still in my eyes, I slide out of the grasp of Tom's arms and I grab my clothes, sliding them on piece by piece. My panties, bra, top, jeans and shoes. After grabbing my phone, I hurriedly slide the bedroom door open, revealing the lounging area of the tour bus that I didn't get a good look of last night.
In my peripheral vision, I could see Bill sitting on a leather couch, smiling at me... but I run out of the bus, holding back tears.
How could I be so FUCKING stupid?! 'Your special' 'Your different' 'I can see you in my future' FUCK THAT!
Running to the nearest convenience store I could find, I run into the bathroom, locking it behind me and calling up Niamh.
"Heyy girl-! I-.. are you crying?..." Her voice comes from the speaker.
"Please can you just pick me up?..." A choked sob elicits from my throat as I speak.
"Oh, god, Amie... where are you?..." From the other line, I could hear her getting up from wherever she was sat, and the jingling of her car keys.
"The convenience store by the venue..." My voice turns shaky as I hold back my broken tears.
"On my way, stay there."
The call ends with a beep, and I put my phone back into my pocket. I sit on the lid of the toilet and lean back, preventing the tears that were begging to be released from my eyes.
Why am I so upset over this guy? I knew from the start I was just going to be another one of his groupies, but why is this affecting me so much? I'm such a crybaby.
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Niamh knocks on the door of the bathroom in knowing I was in there. I open the door, shoulders slouched as I look at her with my teary eyes.
"Oh, Ames..." She says sympathetically, making me let out my first sob as she immediately takes me into her arms, putting a hand on the back of my head so I can cry into her shoulder. Every now and then, she whispers 'Shh...' into my ear, and subtle words of reassurance.
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The whole car ride to Niamh's house, I tell Niamh every detail of what happened last night, and almost after every thing I said she'd gasp, my shaky voice continues to explain either way.
"I don't blame you Ames... I would've thought the same thing as you. He sounded so into you..."
I just chew my lip and nod my head, looking out the window at the views going by, my knees bent and feet on the car seat below me.
Eventually, I succumb to sleep with my head up against the window from the lulling sound of the engines vibrations.
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