♤ 3| Letters to him

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Three pairs of eyes were looking constantly at me as I was sitting on a couch with my head hanging low

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Three pairs of eyes were looking constantly at me as I was sitting on a couch with my head hanging low .

My parents along with my brother were sitting right in front of me , an awkward silence in the room was making it unable to breathe properly .

1 week ago when I got rejected from "VR" & all the incidents that followed after that , I received a letter from my university informing me that they have thrown me out because I haven't paid my fees for the past 4 months and they can no longer keep up with my requests and promises to pay it soon .

It's not like I belong to a poor family . My family has a handsome amount of money with them but 6 years back when I decided to study in Australia , my father worked really hard to make my dream come true . So after reaching here I never asked him for additional money as I was able to manage all on my own & personally I wanted to be independent. I wanted to be the breadwinner of the family and ask my father to finally rest & enjoy , but I guess I am not capable . I am the daughter they don't deserve .

My parents must be really unhappy with me . Unhappy from my bad life choices , from the way things work out for me in every wrong way possible , unhappy because I am so damn stubborn about my life & decisions .

Just thinking about how ashamed they must be right now made my eyes filled with tears .

I felt someone's hands around me and when I looked up I saw my brother trying to embrace me to soothe some of my heart's pain .

I have always been very close to my family . We all share an unbreakable form of love & I am grateful to god for giving me such a loving family.

The moment my head hit his chest I let myself cry my heart out . I cried out every incident that happened since the past few days , for everything that changed me as a person . My tears were constantly flowing out of my eyes and I was sobbing hard against my brother's chest .

" Didi please aisa mat roi . Sab thik ho jayega , kuch nhi hua . Har chiz ka koi solution nikal aayega " my brother said while patting my head gently .

( Didi, please don't cry like this. Everything will be fine, nothing happened. A solution will be found for everything .)

" haan meri jaan , aise mat rou hume bahut takleef ho rahi hai tumhe aise hote dekh ke " my mother kissed my forehead .

" Dekh mera bacha , hum sab yahan pe India se specially sirf iss chiz ke liye aaye hai taaki tumhari problems ko solve kar sakein , isliye ab mat rou . Mai shaam ko tumhe ice-cream khila ke launga " my father said while embracing me from the other side .

When I told my parents that I quit my job a month ago and due to which I wasn't able to pay the fees and now I am kicked out of the university , they didn't spare a single second and booked tickets for Melbourne .

My parents care about me alot and no matter how many times they say that it's okay , everything will be alright , that they are not disappointed in me , deep down I know that they are unhappy because of me , they just don't want to show it to protect me from getting hurt .

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