He grabbed my throat in a harsh way and pushed me against the wall .
pure rage mixed with hatred visible clearly in his beautiful dark brown eyes as he stared directly into mine.
" don't dare to play with me , you know how good I am with punishment...
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Nervousness is the understatement for what I am feeling right now .
I looked at my reflection in the mirror . I am wearing a beautiful embroidered red anarkali suit which I paired with my metallic chandbali .
To the world's eyes I looked beautiful and normal , but only I know what chaos is going on in my mind right now .
It came as a shock to me when my parents showed me the picture of the guy they had set my marriage with .
I was so damn happy as my parents told me that he agreed for this marriage , but then a question strikes my mind that if he has no issue with me that he can agree to marry me then why did he react that way after seeing me in his office with Adam ?
Is this all a charade ?
I don't know what is happening in my life , but this time I really hope that maybe everything will become alright , maybe we will become better than we were before .
Just take a deep breath Vani . No more overthinking .
Everything will fall into place now . Maybe now I will finally get my happily ever after with the person I wanted .
This all looks so good to be true .
Huh! I started taking deep breaths again.
In my three years of studying psychology , one of the things that I learned is the 'importance of controlling our thoughts' . Our thoughts can change our confidence level , either you can boost it up or shatter it completely .
Being an overthinker , controlling my thoughts is very important for me , because the people around me don't ruin me as much as my thoughts do . So the moment I learned about the person I am gonna marry I decided to block every negative or double thought that came to me . I tried not to overthink things but it's difficult , because it's Rohan . Nothing is simple and easy about that man . You never know what he will do the next moment .
It will be fine . He would not have said yes to this marriage if he hated me . Right ?
Keeping all thoughts aside , I readjusted my outfit and hair and did a little touch up .
Today Rohan and his family are coming home for a meetup and our intimate Roka ceremony .
Gosh ! I am gonna marry my Rohan .
Please bhagwaan ji yeh sapna na ho bas . Aur agar yeh sapna hai tou usse todna mat .
( Please God, let this not be just a dream. And if this is a dream then do not break it.)
" Ahaan , someone is looking excited " I jolted at the sudden voice of my bestfriend Myra .
Me & Myra have been bestfriends since our school days and I am grateful to god to have a friend like her in my life . She stood by my side when no one else did .
