False Heartbeats of Love

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Since we started talking I felt an incredible connection, as if talking to him was something I had done since I was a child, I felt like we could talk about any topic, and although we talked for a while before seeing each other, I knew that when we saw each other that connection would not make something different than becoming stronger.

The first time we saw each other it was as if the universe was sending me what I needed so much. I was at my house when my best friend at the time Lora wrote to me to stay with her because she wasn't feeling very well, but Artie had texted me to see us for the first time, I wanted to see him and so I called Lora

-"Holi mor (Lora and I used to say that affectionately to each other), how are you doing?"

- "Hello mor, more or less, can you come?"

-"Yes, but I have wanted to go out with someone for a long time and until now we can, do you mind if I go with you for a while, go out with him and come back to your house and stay with you?"

-"Well, but you bring crazy ice cream"

After the conversation with Lora I wrote to Artie to confirm our date and he agreed to pick me up at Lora's house.

When I saw Artie my heart knew immediately that he was the one I wanted to be with, but my reason refused to let in someone who could finish destroying what was already bad enough.

"You're beautiful, I wanted to go get a coffee" -Artie said while he looked at me with the most beautiful smile he had seen so far, I had a black dress, with an orange jacket, black stockings and tennis shoes. For me at that moment it was something usual, I love dressing well to feel good and for him to highlight that, it generated an immediate smile.

"I'm normal"- I responded a little blushing.

We went to a cafe-bar near Lora's house, although I was nervous at first, each part of the conversation made me confirm that our connection was incredible, I felt so comfortable with him, so safe. At one point hours had passed and I hadn't bought Lora's ice cream yet, so I told her even though I knew she would have to leave and I didn't want to leave yet.

-"Lora is writing, she wants the ice cream for which she let me abandon her and go out with you" -I told her with a nervous laugh, she didn't want to leave yet, she was happy

-"Let's buy the ice cream and I'll take you, don't you think?" She told me with a smile and the most tender look, with her green eyes that every time I looked at them I felt out of this planet.

- "Are you sure? It's already late and I don't want to bother you, wandering around" - I asked him hoping he would say yes, I wanted to spend a lot more time with him but I wasn't going to tell him, it was the first time that We saw each other, I was just going to think I was crazy, I thought I was crazy for feeling so many things for him so quickly.

-"Obviously, I'm happy to spend more time with you" -He told me, smiling at me.

Meanwhile, we were in the car looking all over the city for ice cream at 11 at night, we talked about more things about ourselves, we flirted, we laughed and it felt like time didn't pass. While I was looking for something in my purse the keys fell and I couldn't find them, we stopped at a traffic light and Artie leaned next to me, his proximity unleashed a whirlwind of sensations in me. The desire to kiss him passionately flooded my mind as his eyes met mine.

"I love being around you," he whispered with a smile that made every fiber of my being vibrate. The only response I could give at that moment was a nervous smile.

When we arrived at Lora's house, he walked me to the door and I felt the proximity of him slowly approaching. His goodbye kiss made my entire being vibrate with passion like never before. We separated for a moment.

"I don't want to leave, I love your kisses," he whispered as we looked at each other, laughing nervously. "Rest, beautiful," he murmured before kissing me again and then leaving.

When he left I was left thinking about his kisses and how they made me feel, how in his arms I was the happiest woman in the world, how he made all the pain I was feeling at that moment simply disappear, I just couldn't stop smiling. . But my head and my heart began to feel afraid because I knew that this was going to lead me to be either very happy with him or end up very hurt.