What an Idiot

Where it all began

Hello there it's Kizzy again. I just want to say that I hope you enjoy this chapter. If there are ANY errors please don't be shy to point them out, and most of all please don't judge.

Chapter 1

As the tears crawl down my cheeks I finally had the courage to slip away. I find myself in my room crying my eyes out. "For what?" My mother told me. And she was right.
It was all my fault, I'm such an idiot.

I was just a normal beautiful teenager. Look at those three words was, beautiful, and teenager. I WAS a normal beautiful teenager. But now I'm no longer normal I'm a psyhcotic bitch that has AIDS and four children. Why has my life turned out this way.

Weston, Connecticut is where it all began, and like I said before I was a normal beautiful teenager. Those typical teens that wake up looking flawful. You what I mean.

"Karmen! Get up! It's time for school! My mother annoyingly yelled right outside my bedroom door.

"OK. Mom get out! I said throwing a pillow my bedroom door.
Ugh! I hate Mondays, there those boring math days. Those project due date days, and I hate  them.

I managed to lazily slip out of bed, and into the bathroom without running into a wall, or into my laundry basket.
I took a quick thirty minute shower and picked out a nice outfit for the day.

"Karmen? What the hell is taking...." My mother said before she walked into my room and saw me curled up in my bed... sleep.

"KARMEN!" She yelled.
I quickly jumped out of bed like a scared cat.
"What the heck Mom you could've given me a heart attack" I said grabbing hold of my chest.

"But, I didn't so get your lazy but up, and go to school" She demanded.

I hopped out of bed and redid my hair. Which took longer than I expected, because my curlers weren't pulled up. I grabbed my keys and headed out the door off to school.

Usually when I drive to school in the morning I like to go to this cute little cafe and buy a hot latte before school. But today I was so tired.

As I pulled into Weston High Schools filthy parking lot, the school bell began to ring.
"Great. Another late day." I mentally said to myself.

I quickly rushed into the school hoping that I wouldn't be late to class.

"Alright class settle down". Mrs. Gilliam commanded.

I entered the class, and took my normal seat in the back of the class.

"May everyone please turn to page twenty - five of your math books" She spoke.

I souly hate this subject. And I totally forgot my math book...again for the third time this week.

"Mrs. Gilliam, I uh forgot my math book in my locker. Is it okay if I went to get it to complete the assignment?" I asked with a fake smile. She was hidious.

"No you may not Ms. Dexter, this is your third time this week. Your going to have to share with one of your peers." She replied just as fake as did.

I hate that word share. I don't even know what that word means I'm the only child in the family, and I never had to share anything with anybody. Well except my cousin Valerie.

"You can share with with me." I heard the voice behind me say.

The deep voiced human being got up and sat next to me.
"Thanks, you must be Antonio." I replied.

"Alright class I would like pages twenty- five through twenty- six done  before the end of class." Gilliam told the class.

Ugh! I hate math.

Luckily for me it went bye extremely fast and i found myself on to third period. Well before i got a text message.

- Hey. Why didn't you pick me up today. Had to caught the stupid stinky bus - Lesley

- Sorry it totally slipped my mind. But I'll pick you up tomorrow I promise. And where are you anyway.

- In class. And are you still gonna go to the party after school today.

Shit I forgot Keria's birthday.

- Yea I'll be there want me to pick you up?
- That was the plan dimbo. Ill see you in fifth period. Kisses.

- Yea OK

I can't believe I forgot my best friends birthday is today. I really need to wake up.

But it was too late for that because I ended up crashing into The sexy God. I mean my husband. No ugh never mind.

"Oh sorry are you Ok? I didn't see you there." Antonio said with concern.

"Yea I'm fine I just ran into sexy rock." Um why did I just say that.

"Um I mean you I ran into you... rock you made of rock." I stuttered.

"Well that's the bell, I'm gonna go." I said awkwardly walking away.

- Happy BIRTHDAY LESLEY!! I LOVE YOU MY SWEET PEICE OF CAKE!

- Thanks I thought you forgot cause you didn't pick me up earlier. -Keria

- Sorry I really am it slipped my mind. Ill be at your party I promise.

-OK that's even better love ya see you in fifth period. Kisses.

Third, fourth, and fifth period went by fast, because Keria, Lesley, and I we're all texting each other about the upcoming party this afternoon.

Finally I made it through the end of the day without anymore complications. Except one one maybe.

"Hey. Its Karmen right?" Antonio called out as we we're headed for my Rangy (Range Rover).

"Yea." I replied thankfully able to get Yea out of my vocabulary.

"Well I heard there's a party tonight, and I was wondering if you wanted to go?" Antonio asked.

"Um well this is my best friend Keria, and it's her birthday party that is today, so I'm automatically going." I said.

"Cool. I guess Ill see your there then." He said heading back to his group of friends.

"I think he just asked you out" Les added as we got  into my car.

"No he's just being friendly." I lied. Even though Antonio is the school bad boy he chose to talk to me. I feel shy and excited at the same time.

I drove to my house, so we all could get ready for the party.