Fleur (Completed)

9 - neuf

And suddenly,

 I find 

My despair dying down.

 I see you with her 

Every time.

 Every day.

 My love,

 I feel hollow. 

And before you could see me

 Before I cried

 I seek to hide. 

I run

 Run away from you and her

 Trying desperately -to find the key to the lock 

the lock you managed to keep on your door in my heart 

Trying desperately 

To find a way

 to let you free

 They say time heals wounds, my love. 

But the more I see you with her, 

the farther you go away from me, 

the closer I feel to you. 

the closer I wish you could be to me. 

Hopelessly trying to hold onto the sand grains in the fist of my hand

 Hopelessly watching more grains fall and break free.

 Hopelessly wishing you would look at me the way you look at her. 

Hopelessly - still hoping.