From FOES To FLAMES: Love Unveiled

Chapter 13

Agastya Pov
Sleep was far away from my eyes. I could see that Antara too had not slept just like me but today was different cause she was sleeping far away from me.

I realised I should have not said anything to Antara about her not messaging me or coming with someone else. I am not some typical husband who wouldn't like her wife coming with some men at midnight.

I was just angry with her for not messaging me and telling me if she was coming with someone else so that I could worry less. I was just worried for and then on top of that she did not have her dinner and didn't even tell me.

If I had not entered the kitchen then I would have never known that she didn't had her dinner. I am now addicted to her for some reason.

Not that addiction but without keeping my legs over her and my hand over her waist. Without being close to her I can't sleep and I hate to admit it I get good sleep only because of her.

I then turned my face towards her and saw that she was almost on sleeping on the edge of the bed and I knew once she fell asleep she will fall down just like that day because of her habit of rolling and kicking.

I felt bad cause all of this was happening because of me and the way she was sleeping away from me gave me the hint she was angry with me and it was my fault only.

I had to do something before anything happens and she was still awake even after such an tiring day which was impossible maybe she too can't fall asleep without me. I smiled to myself wait why am I being so happy. Something is very wrong with me.

"Antara" I called her probably the first time I took her name this loud it felt something weird but satisfying. She turned towards me.

"I know you my angry with me but please don't sleep on the edge of the bed. I don't want you to fall down because of me. If you want I will sleep on the couch. But you please don't sleep on the edge and if you want I will not even touch you and you can kick me as much as you want but please don't-

Before I could complete Antara shifted closer to me and kept her finger on my mouth and said "You speak too much but don't speak about important things like apologizing or this is something I should teach"

My wife is something. I mean I was speechless and we both were staring at eachother while her finger was still on my lips. We were too close like if any of us took a step and we would be kissing eachother. I then motioned my eyes towards her to remove her finger from my lips through my eyes and she quickly removed it.

"I am sorry" I said and she turned around and smiled towards me and said "Tell me sorry when you actually mean from your heart" and then closed her eyes. I actually meant it but she did not find it sincere. I had to think of a better way to apologize to her.

Without giving it much thought I drifted to my dreamland. Next morning I woke up at 5:30 to see that Antara's back was towards me and my hand was around her waist. I don't know who but in sleep we somehow find to sleep like this. I smiled at it.

I will apologize to her cause it was my mistake and talk to her about her schedule so that she has all her meals on time. I got up from my bed and went to get ready first.

I got ready and went to do my morning Pooja (Prayers). I did all the things that should be done and then thought to have a little chat with shree Krishna. "Khanaji I don't know how to apologize to her and you know I felt really bad when I got to know that she didn't had her dinner. I don't know why I care for her so much. It was like we didn't like eachother nor knew much about eachother before marriage. But now you know she has become an important part of my life in just few days.

Maine Kai par nathi samjatu tame shu karvani koshish Karo cho. Like mara ane Antara na vaache Kai Thai sakke? Tame toda properly ishara do Mane. Mane Kai par nathi samjatu. Saache kau tho Maine ek alag Khushi taye jar par Antara hus hoye tho tame Antara ne hamesha khush rakjo.
(I am not understanding what are you trying to do. Like there could be something happening between me and Antara. Please give me proper singals cause I am not understanding anything. To be honest I feel a different kind of happiness whenever Antara is happy so please always keep her happy)