ꜱɪɴ ᴄɪᴛʏ || ᴛᴀᴇᴋᴏᴏᴋ

Chapter 6

Taehyung's POV ~

" Oh....you showed up...." I said kinda nervous and he nodded. " Well yeah, I want to keep my grade in Chemistry up, " He said sitting down across from me

" I'll start on the essay, you can do what you want," I said shrugging my shoulder, starting to think what I should write

" You wanna do all of the work ?" He said smirking and placing his feet on the table. I nodded my head and started to write our names down on the paper

" I'm guessing you've heard about me, haven't you? Jungkook said smirking and I nodded

" I'll do some of the work.....But, I've seen the way you work in class, unlike the other faggets in that classroom " Jungkook said rolling his eyes and tapping his pencil on the desk

" Don't say that word! " I said pointing to him and he rolled his eyes

" I'm 18 and I say what I want, " Jungkook said laughing out loud and the library teacher told him to shush. He got up and walked over to her and started to flirt with her. I rolled my eyes and started to read the small essay

After about 10 minutes of me writing and Jungkook flirting with the librarian, he finished came back to the table while smirking

" She's hot," He said while smirking and I rolled my eyes. " I'm finished with the small essay," I said sliding the paper over to him

" Let's see," He said as he started to read the paper

This experiment shows a very impressive and fast chemical reaction! Hydrogen peroxide is a combination of hydrogen and oxygen (H2O2). In this experiment, yeast is a catalyst that helps release oxygen molecules from the hydrogen peroxide solution. A catalyst is a material that increases the rate of a reaction, so the release of oxygen molecules in this experiment happens FAST! The foam created in this chemical reaction is made up of very tiny oxygen bubbles. These bubbles result when hydrogen peroxide (H2O2) is broken down by the yeast into water (H2O) and oxygen (O2)

" Okay....good job Glasses," He said sliding the paper back over to me

" My name is Taehyung, " I said rolling my eyes and I continued to write the small essay, trying to make it perfect as possible since I'm a perfectionist

" This boring " Jungkook said groaning and throwing his head back in the chair. I flickered my eyes up at him and gulped slightly, he had his arms crossed and his sleeves were rolled up a little

Does...Does he have a tattoo?..... Is that a lip and ear piercings?

" Yes, I have a sleeve tattoo Kim," Jungkook said smirking and I looked away quickly, embarrassed that I was caught staring at him

" Y-you're allowed to have tattoos here? " I said with surprise, at my old school, teachers went crazy if they saw a student have a tattoo or piercings

" Yep, this school really doesn't care about tattoos or piercings," Jungkook said shrugging his shoulders and he looked at me

" Are you a fag?" Jungkook said leaning on the table and I looked up at him nervously...Am I giving myself away?

" W-what are you talking a-about ?" I said as I cleared my throat and he smirked. " I said, are you a fag? " He said again

" N-no, no I'm not, " I said quickly while trying not to show any signs of weakness

" Good, because I literally can't stand Gay people, " Jungkook said fake gagging and I laughed it off a little bit, trying not to feel ashamed of myself

" Like, they all literally deserve to go to hell and burn for their sins, fucking faggots, " He said laughing at himself and I kept my head low

" I'm almost done," I said quickly trying to finish this small essay as quickly as possible, trying to get away from Jungkook

I've never heard some talk so down on homosexuality except for my own Mother...

~ End Of the Day ~

I walked out of the school building turn my phone rang. I looked down at my phone and saw that my Mother has texted me, telling me that I needed to walk home

I didn't have a problem with walking home from school, it lets me clear my thoughts and clear my head. It only took about 10 minutes for me to get home

" Mother! Father, I'm home " I said yelling as I walked into the house

" Hello Son, " My Father said from the living room with my Mother. They both were holding a bible

" Come join us Son, " My Father said smiling a little. I place my bag down and grabbed the nearest bible since my  Mother has about 100 of them around the house

I sat down in between them, it was pretty dark in the living room, only a candle lighting up the room

" Darling, read the next section about gays and homosexuals, " My Mother said to me and I cleared my throat and began reading. Taehyung looked down at the Bible and began to read the verses

" In a world made by God, Do not have sexual relations with a man as one does with a woman; that is detestable," I said reading the Bible verses, it made me sick to my stomach, knowing I am a sinner....knowing that I think about lying in bed with another boy

" Continued Taehyung, " My Mother said in a commanding voice

" In the same way, the men also abandoned natural relations with women and were inflamed with lust for one another. Men committed shameful acts with other men and received in themselves the due penalty for their error " I said quietly and I looked over at my Father whose eyes were glued on the Bible's

" Read the last verses," My Mother said and I nodded

" If a man has sexual relations with a man as one does with a woman, both of them have done what is detestable. They are to be put to death; their blood will be on their own heads"  I said reading the last verses of the Bible

" You understand these versus right Taehyung? " My mother said to me and I didn't speak but I nodded my head

" Words Taehyung"

" Y-yes Mother, I understand these verses and will forever know that homosexuality is a sin and is against Gods will, " I said quietly and she smiled at me

" You may go to your room now Taehyung," She said and I quickly nodded, going up to my room and shutting the door behind me

I laid on the bed and hugged a pillow. I hated reading over bible verses about gays and homosexuals...

I wish Felix was here...He'd make me feel better in these types of situations where I felt like I was a disappointment and a disgrace towards my family when I first realized that I was gay...

I remember it vividly.....I was 12 and Felix and I was on the playground with our group of friends...There was this one quiet boy who really never talked to anyone, but he fitted right in. On some days, I'd play with him so that he wouldn't be lonely.....One day, we both were running around each other and he asked me if I would rather kiss a boy or a girl

I said that I didn't know but I knew that I would have rather kissed a boy then a girl. That's when he kissed me and I smiled and kissed him back...I didn't know it was wrong...But my teacher caught us and called our parents

From there on out, my mother taught me that homosexuality was a sin and against Gods demands, but, I never saw the boy ever again

I'm not ashamed of who I am...It's just....people don't understand that coming out to your religious Mother and Father is one of the worst fears a gay person could ever have...