LIFE 🐥🐣

01

I fell as if I am in a game . This world doesn't seem real to me . Why is these place bonkute of flower for some and throne for some .

Some people get away by doing any wrong deeds because they have power and some have to cry for not getting the justice because they have no power . What do you thinks the world's is like this ? I asked to the monk sitting right next to me .

He was listening to everything I said carefully and gave a sweet smile and said do you wanna know the answer of these questions. I can give you but not at this time

I asked "When

The Monk said  meet me tomorrow at morning 5 am at the same place

I replied with smile ok let's see if you have my answer for my question or not .

After that went home . When I reached home it was already late my mother and father were fighting ,my brother was in my room crying about mom and dad fighting I don't know but when I looked at him I remember my younger self who uses to cry about them fighting now I just find them both annoying who don't even know how to communicate. My mother has a victim mentality and my father is a person who anger issues who take alcohol as a way to deal with stress . I don't know if I pity them or have resentment for both of them .

Hey get up " let's go get your favourite icecream . Go wear that jacket .

My brother wash his face and came out let's go he said .

I would take one chocolate ice cream. What about your son , what would he have ? The shopkeeper asked

Thats my brother we have quiet a big age gap ? Don't we . I laughed .

Give me one only .

Why not take two ?  shopkeeper said

Is some offer going on

The shopkeeper said no

I don't have money to buy two , if you want to give it to me for free I would happily take it ? I said

One icream coming right now the shopkeeper said

Hey boy what are you looking at .

Star my brother replied . Where is my icream he asked ?

I don't have any , for you

He strated to cry .

Oh god take it this is for you ?

My brother stop crying and said I wanted strawberry not chocolate flavour .

Oh my god just eat it otherwise there will be no icecream for you . Let's go home now

Hey did you complete your homework ?

Shut up ! I am not in the mood to talk . my brother replied .

Why the hell did I thought of bringing him out to eat I should have let him cry there but after sometime I saw him laughing that made me happy. Afterall he is the only person I consider my family . He is only reason why I didn't attempt to do suicide .