Meeting you

ian's life

ian.in the past.

mom.

dad.

family.

those are mostly the first two words your parents teach you.....

mom's love.

dad's care.

family..is not just a word family members
are supposed to share love and care for each other.
the first people you got to love ....are your family.

that's a normal person's life for human
beings.

but not everyone have that.not everyone
can have a loving family or even
a family at all.
sadly how it is but horrible how it's real
to someone who has been living
without those three words.

ian was by himself the moment he
was able to talk clearly and been
able to walk straight.

but taht doesn't mean he was treated
fairly before that.

ian didn't know what love of
family is .he hadn't got the chance
to know about love when he was
dealing with a lot of other problems.

busy finding out how to live on
his own .

busy finding out how to cook for
himself.
busy how to bring money for his
living.
working himself out at a really young age .

getting beating and hits for anything
and nothing at all? ..did he suffers from
that?...
hell yeah did he ever hate them for
that?...no never...

his mom wasn't a sweet woman who
loves her child. rather a devil himself presented on her
she never miss a chance to call him
name or hurt him badly physically or mentally...

his dad was nothing but drunken
loser who always fighting yelling
beating his child.

for ian he didn't hate them no
matter what they did....they were
his family that holding him under
the house and providing him some
of the necessary of life .

but did he cry?..sure he did...
every single.
night when he goes down in the
basement to sleep.
silently crying or his mom will hit him
again for hearing his voice ...she
hated his voice.

he would hold the soft blanket that
he have and wrap him self by it to avoid coldness.
and the hardness of the floor.

he never tried to talk to them....

Otherwise he would be severely beatento blead.

ian didn't have a room for himself
...because his parents would never
give him one.he used to have one but
when he became 15 years old his place was that basement.

His father threw him into the basement
one day after beating him severely to
punish him for coming late after work.... never asked him whyy he was late .
and ian never talked and never said
why he got late...he was .. because
that day he lost the grandma he used
to Work on her restaurant since he
was 5. she died....he goes to her house
with a worker whose he finds
closing the restaurant door telling
him that she was no longer....they go together..that they he cried a lot..he
never speaks a lot with her he was
shy and awkward with people...it was
hard for him.to communicate normally
since he is not used to talk at all.only
when he had to.
...that grandma always tried to bring
a smile on his face ..she took care of his wounds when he came beaten up.. he cried hard that day.