Why not me? || Tik tok rizz party

Chapter 3: This ain't what you want

BLUE TIE/SEBY POV:

"Ha! You're so funny, Seby." Jessica Bop laughed, she had a very sweet voice. It was angelic if I was gonna be honest. A perfect, popular, sweet girl. She'd be even more perfect by my side. But that's not what I want. I just wanted to know if Turkish was okay. "You think? Thanks." I smiled softly while fidgeting with my blue tie. Nothing could take my mind off of him right now. I was too worried.

I began to zone out and completely disregarded whatever Jessica was trying to say. I didn't wanna focus on anything but the bathroom doors. Maybe if I kept watching them, I'd see Turkish come out. Although, it would've been way easier to look at it if people weren't constantly blocking my view. My classmates are pure idiots. How come they never consider that just maybe the rizzler of the school is tired of the constant fame? But all they do is scream.

I wish Turkish were here. I bet he'd understand how annoying it is. How badly I want peace. Instead of walking away from the group, I just tuned them out with other thoughts.

I wonder how soft Turkish's hands are. I wonder how soothing his voice can truly be. How would he comfort his lover?

All that imagining made me blush, but it's not like anybody would notice. The gym was incredibly dark and I was sweating up a storm. Then, I got an idea. I could go to the bathroom and say I needed to reapply my axe body spray! Then they'd have to leave me alone. "Uh-.. hey guys! I need to go put on some more body spray so I'd appreciate it if you all would move!" I yelled over the music. In response, a bunch of people just cheered? So fucking strange.

BAM! I instantly threw my hand over my head, "What the fuck?!" I looked down on the floor and a large can of axe body spray was right beside my feet. A long sigh escaped from me. Usually, they weren't this violent. "For you, man. You don't gotta go anywhere." A random guy yelled in the crowd. Why would I spray a whole cloud of this shit around so much people? It'd probably make everybody cough. I got down and picked up the can while everyone backed up a little so I could get it. Once I had gotten up completely, I looked over at the restroom doors. The men's one was flung open, but no Turkish. Shit. I missed my chance.

TURKISH POV:

I ran out of the restroom like my life depended on it. I felt some tears still trying to fight their way out but I wasn't gonna let them. I was tired of giving up! I searched the gym for tomato boy but sneaked past the large crowd surrounding blue tie. I wasn't gonna fight past people anymore, it's a terrible tactic. Instead, I was gonna be one on one with him.

I turned on my phone and opened up me and tomato boy's messages.

Turkish: Bro wya?
Tomato Boy: By the dj lol :)

I stuffed my phone into my pocket and bolted to the dj booth. I had to dodge multiple people trying to join seby's crowd, but I managed to. It felt like hundreds of people were in my way! But finally, I had spotted the reddest boy on earth. My eyes felt puffy from all the crying, and my heart was still aching. I instantly burried my head onto his chest.

"Woah! You okay Turkish? What happened?" He asked in a worried tone, wrapping his arms around me. I felt him rubbing my back slowly. "Nothing. I'm fine. Just needed a hug, I guess." I sighed, picking up my head. We had backed away from eachother. Letting the silence sink in. I looked over at a piece of paper taped onto the dj booth.

SWEET 16 PLAYLIST

Enter sandman
Carnival
No Hands
Just Wanna Rock

"Holy shit.." I whispered under my breath, looking up at Tomato Boy. He gave me a face of confusion, but lightbulbs were flickering inside of my mind. I ran away at the speed of light, I had to push through the crowd. I shoved every single person in my way, I didn't care who it was. I had to make it before Just Wanna Rock played!

DAMN! DAAAMNNNNNNNNNN!

My feet were moving faster than I expected, almost like they were leading me. Finally, I spotted Seby.

This ain't whatchu want. This ain't whatchu want.

I pushed my way in front of blue tie, and oh my god did he look great. He began doing the dance where he hits his waist with his hands, and I mustered up the courage to do something. I tapped his shoulder and he instantly looked up at me. I started to do the dance but with way more speed and aggression. And my tongue was out. Everything felt like a blur, but I was in the moment! An absolute nobody had all of seby's attention! Nothing could stop me now.

BLUE TIE/SEBYS POV:

I guess Turkish was okay after all. Every single worry I had was instantly put to the side when I saw him dancing. We were in sync, and I felt like I was in heaven. I felt my face get even hotter than it was before so I stopped dancing and just started laughing. He looked amazing, and happy.

A strange feeling of lust came over me, and I couldn't stop looking at his lips. They looked so soft and I bet he was a gentle kisser. I watched him chuckle and out of nowhere tomato boy dragged him away. I nearly followed them, but I held myself back. I felt jealous, but I couldn't let that get to me.

TURKISH POV:

"Tomato boy! I did it! I got his attention!" I smiled while he was dragging me away. I was too happy to think about why he was taking me away.  My mind showed flashbacks of seby's beautiful smile, and my face became a light tint of pink. "Turkish.. you.. why?" My friend began to stutter, talking in a voice like he was betrayed. He turned around and faced me, and I saw his eyes sparkle. One tear drop fell down his face, and my heart fell with it.

Why was he crying? "Tomato boy, what's wrong?" I walked up to him and wiped the single tear off his cheek. He looked down right after, and simply walked away. How could he just leave after doing that in front of my face? Something wasn't adding up.

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