A words for you, J - Love and Resilience

Denial

She knows that his denial masks a truth he refuses to confront, a truth that torments them both. She pleads for understanding, for entrance into his complicated world, but he remains guarded, imprisoned by his fear of attachment.

Despite their shared past of failed marriages, she refuses to accept his reasons for keeping her at arm's length. She sees the pain he inflicts upon her, the harsh words he hurls without remorse, yet she responds with grace, choosing kindness even in the face of his cruelty.

She understands his dreams, his frustrations, but she wonders why he cannot see the effort she puts forth, the sacrifices she makes for him. Even in her moments of need, he remains distant, blind to her suffering, indifferent to her cries for comfort.

All she asks for is love, care, a simple reassurance that all will be well. Yet, he cannot offer even this small gesture, clinging to his aversion to attachment as a shield against intimacy.

As she grapples with her own vulnerability, she realizes that her tendency to overcare is both a gift and a curse, a weakness she must overcome to find true happiness.

Despite her attempts to flee, she always finds herself drawn back to him, not out of loneliness, but out of an innate desire to give and to love

.But now, she knows it is time to break free from this cycle of unrequited longing, to embrace her worth and to seek the love and care she deserves.

For in the end, she understands that true love is not about sacrifice or suffering, but about mutual respect, understanding, and the willingness to nurture each other's souls.