UNDESIRABLE AFFINITY ➹

Unwanted❤

Yn POV

" How was your flight? "

Juli asked me on the call between her, me and kate , i know she must be applying some nail enamel and kate just woke up. These girls are completely weird but my favorites.

Since childhood i was in Toronto with my maternal grandparents and an uncle who decided not to get married. My mother was half Canadian and half korean, so here i am full korean.

My mom and dad had a love marriage when she came to Busan for an audience in modelling and my dad was a small accounting employee in that film and modelling company.

But due to some circumstances she got rejected by them. At that time my dad was there to support her , soon they fell in love and got married.

After two years of their marriage they welcome hanaie, her actual name is hana but to look cool in front of her friends she told me to call her hanaie not sister.

She is four years older than me, best in every task she does, whether it's study , games or her Company work, she is perfect in every field. She is a wonderful woman anyone wants.

She knows how to dress, what to wear at what events, what makeup to go on with different outfits, her communication skills, her work and time management, everything is perfect about her from head to toe.

I never witnessed her perfection in work as she was manager in dad's company but dad always appreciates her because being in Toronto since i was ten years old. My mom used to call me every day twice but dad occasionally talked to me and whenever he did he either compared me with hanaie or told me to be like an obedient and classy girl like her.

At fifteen i joined the dorm since my grandmother died and uncle became a nomad. My parents always took care of my expenses but there was always pressure on me to study business when I wanted to study music.

And i did what I wanted, i graduated and post graduated in music from university there, my mother, juli and kate were my supporters but it would be better if my father and hanaie also supported me.

He just wanted me to be a copy of her, when i was complete opposite to her. She was good at everything while i was good at only certain things. She was outgoing person and i was an introvert, i feel happy in my circle plus it becomes difficult for me to adjust with new people.

She was a goddess in beauty and styling while i was a simple girl who prefers, t shirts, skirts and pants, my comfort was what i needed.

How can i become like someone else?

I am an individual and i have my own personality.

My father was angry at me for going against his choice in my career , that was disheartening but juli always told me you can only be happy by doing something you love from your whole heart.

" That was good, are you going to your home? "

I asked laying on my bed with my legs wide and arm spread on bed, i was in my comfortable white night suit looking out of the balcony.

" No way, i will stay here and tell me when you are coming back? "

Kate asked in a stressed tone thinking i will not come back well she is wrong, why would i live here, I belong there only.