A Pinch of Reality

Morning sunshine the earth says hello

Jess's POV

I let him stay at my apartment, he slept in the sofa. Why am I feeling giddy all of the sudden and why the heck does my pillow snores. Wait what? pillows do not snore?!? I need to wake UP

I gradually opened my eyes and to my surprise. I was not in my bedroom. I thought I was. But apparently I was not. Oh shoot what did I frikkin do last night. I dont remember. I remember telling Nick that he should've stayed. Its late for him to be driving at night. I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to him, because you know I like him a lot. And a selfish part of me wants him to stay in the apartment a little bit longer. Heck I cannot wait for him for two weeks. I might as well go insane. I just wish he would move in sooner so I get to be closer to him. I wanted him since the day we met. I was like trapped in his orbs that I cannot look away. He was that magnetic. I mean he is good looking but he's more like an effortless beauty and I love that about him. He kinda reminded me of francisco lachowski but shorter. I'm such a bias. He is attractive but no way mear Francisco Lachowski.

I shifted by body so I was pressed against a snoring guy beside me. My heart fluttered and my stomach felt like it was filled with butterflies. He stayed the night, him and I sleeping together on the couch in the living room. He was snoring. AND HE WAS TOUCHING MY BUTT. Thank god I was fully clothed. We literally just slept together. But we didn't do any kinky things. I wouldn't even think to let my guard down even to him. I need to make sure that he was the one. Maybe if he is we would get married in Lombok, Indonesia and have twins. I have always wanted twins. Especially one girl and one boy. Whoa baby goals! *insert barbaric arms emoji here*

I snuggled closer to him, taking in this close proximity between me and him. It felt nice. I put my head on his chest and he was breathing peacefully. He looked so cute.

He stirred a little bit, I took it as a sign of him waking up. I snuggled in closer and closed my eyes, pretending to be asleep.

He felt tensed for a second. Maybe realizing that I was very close to him. I aint sorry for that. In fact I love this! I hope he felt the same. He stirred even more and suddenly I felt gentle hands stroking my cheecks and made their way to my lips. he played with my lips with his fingers and murmured to himself.

"I would be honoured to be the man who could own this lips, mine only mine. I will make sure of it sweet heart, but right now I want to take things slow. I wouldn't want to drive you away again. Being this close to you is heaven. Don't go again Jess. Please stay with me. I need you"

Oh god. 'I never wanted to leave Nick! We did loose contact for awhile but now I am here to stay, because you know what? Being this close to you is heaven Nick. I wouldn't want to be anywhere else' I wanted to tell him. But not now. Lets just take it slow from now on. But who caresd about taking it slow I want him to kiss me. NOW.

Just when I fell that he wouldnt leave me. I feel him sitting down on the couch and went away. Where are you going Nick? Then I heard the door close and footsteps moving further and further. He left me.