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pain- grief😔

Okay guys this is a trigger warning for y'all be aware and read at your own risk

I lost my uncle in 2022 due to his heart failure and when I saw his heart stop and the machine go beeping I knew it was the end I cried so hard and I still do. I'm trying to live a happy life and I'm trying which is important I haven't given up but I still have grief.

Then in 2023 I lost another loved one of mine but he was healthy and skinny so I didn't quite understand that part. I miss him a lot too because we have family gatherings every now and then and it hurts me and breaks me when I know that they aren't physically here with us anymore.

I have my birthday coming up this month and it's gonna be cool and all but it's gonna be emotional since my uncle would annoy me on my birthday. I- I don't know if I want a break or something I really can't decide if to quit or to take a break.
But once I do decide I'll let y'all know. Also I'll do a birthday haul depending how I feel to do it.
I have a lot on my mind. But I hope y'all don't unfollow me and actually understand me and what I'm feeling cause as of right now I'm hurting. Take care💔