What's Meant To Be

Part 34

That night I went out and got drunk. The next few weeks things were a mess. I remembered trying to call Aubrey but like before she wasn't returning my calls or my messages. I couldn't go see her because I was back on the road for the tour. Besides, I knew she didn't wanna see me. During this time I ended up sleeping with some chick and Chanel found out about it and broke up with me. It was safe to say that I was pretty miserable right now. But I had to keep on going. The guys made it even harder because they kept talking about Aubrey and Chanel. Telling me it was gonna be okay. How cool Aubrey was and that she would talk to me again. How Chanel would come around and forgive me. I just wanted to be alone. I was so thankful when I made it back to LA. I could finally be alone. I sat in my bed and remembered nights I had with Chanel. Then I started remembering the night when Aubrey had to stay here with me because there was a big thunderstorm. She was scared of the lightening so she snuggled up next to me and I held her. I got up and poured me a drink and went to sit at my piano. All these thoughts were driving me crazy. I started playing a tune over and over and suddenly lyrics came to mind and I stared to sing."Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now. Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same. When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down. 'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name. It all just sounds like oooooh... Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize, that I should've bought you flowers, and held your hand. Should've gave you all my hours, when I had the chance. Take you to every party, 'cause all you wanted to do was dance. Now my baby's dancing But she's dancing with another man... My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways, Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life. Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh... And it haunts me every time I close my eyes." I stop because tears were rolling down my cheeks and I couldn't concentrate anymore.