chenford breakup aftermath

I'm here baby

~~~Lucy's POV~~~

Tim kisses my head but all i can feel is numb. 

i drive home with tears streaming down my face. 

"hey lucy how did it go with ti- oh my god what happened are you ok" as soon as i hear tamaras voice i just fall to my knees sobbing.

"T-Tim h-he broke up w-w-with me"

tamara tries to comfort me but all i can do is replay the moment in my head over and over.

oh my god how will the station think they are all going to think of me as a whore that moves from one boyfriend to the next in the matter of a year or two.

~~~tamaras POV~~~

i can see Lucy's breathing picking up. she's having a panic attack i need to help her. my friend usually needs water for her panic attacks so i rush to get her some. her hand trembles as she drinks it. its not working.

i need to call someone. "lucy do you want me to call Tim to comfort you" she shakes her head no "who do you want me to call for you lucy you need to talk to me so i can help you"

"C-Chris, call Chris" Chris? her ex ok i guess.

i pick up my phone and dial his number 

"hello?" 

"hi Chris thank god you picked up"

"tamara? why are you calling me"

"its lucy she is having a panic attack i don't know what to do can you come and help her please"

"why don't you call her boyfriend"

"Chris she said she doesn't want Tim here i asked her who she wanted me to call and she said you"

"ok ill be there in 5"

~~~Chris's POV~~~

i probably broke dozens of laws rushing to get to Lucy's apartment. i sprint up the stairs and i burst through the doors and see lucy on the floor crying. so fragile. i kneel down and bring her head to my chest knowing that it calms her down "I'm here baby don't worry" i say comforting lucy.

 "tamara i need you to put the kettle on and make her some tea and bring her favorite blanket and heat pack" i tell tamara in a gentle but commanding voice. 

i bring lucy to the couch as she calms down 

"thank you Chris. I'm sorry if i bothered you"

"lucy even after you broke up with me i still have loved you and i will never stop loving you. now can you please tell me what happened to make you that anxious"

"Tim broke up with me and my brain went to the worst. but thank you for coming over I've always loved your company"

"that's no problem but i should probably go home now"

"no please stay" i look into her beautiful big brown eyes that are still red from crying and i just cane say no.

we get into her bed and she snuggles up to me.

god I've missed this.

~~~a couple months later~~~

~~~Tim's POV~~~

ever since the breakup lucy has been ignoring me.

why cant i get her out of my head. 

i get up and head to the stations gym to blow off some steam by punching the bag. this has been a process that i have done countless times in the last couple of months.

I'm there for maybe 2-3 hours just punching away till my knuckles have split and started bleeding i check my phone.

8:00am.

i pack up and head towards the locker rooms when something catches my eye. Sanford kissing someone at first i don't realize who he is kissing until i see her ring on her hand. Lucy's ring.

i just see red as i march up to them and i pull Sanford off of Lucy "what the fuck are you doing kissing my girlfriend!" i scream into his face inching closer. I'm suddenly pushed back 

"excuse me but last time i checked YOU BROKE UPO WITH ME so YOU have NO RIGHT to call me YOUR girlfriend Tim so can you back the fuck up and let me kiss MY boyfriend in peace" its like my heart got stabbed so many times over and over at her words and i finally realize. I've lost her and its all my fault. it had never really hit me when Angela yelled at me multiple times at how i didn't know how much i really fucked this up for myself. it had never hit me when tamara called and asked what i had really said to make her that sad. it never hit me when she went out of her way to ignore me. her words it was like a wake up call.

i fucked up. so much. but what can i do to fix it.

A/N hii i don't really know if i should continue this story just tell me if i should

its a bit different to my normal writing type but pls tell me if you like it