The Dark space in between

Rethinking my choices

Ja's POV:
10:21 pm .as i put this this blunt to my lips ,and inhale the smoke tangles flow down my body I was so frustrated and pissed off ."Am I high yet " I thought to myself or maybe it's just now hitting me for real ,for real .It was nothing at first until you ended up fucking my day up zy damn ,now Ian en in the mood for the bull shit .Its kool though I'm tryna stop with the nonchalant shit ion kno I jus be tired of repeating myself dead ass to everybody ,specially zy n maybe she jus need to be handled choked up and treated like the slut she really is maybe she wants me to fuck her up I thought grabbing my bottle and keys to drive to her house

Zy'meeerias POV:
I was home thinking about Ja the way she looks at me the way she puts her hand on my thigh when she drives me to were I need to go ,the way she cares for me I don't know but I think I'm startin to feel some kind of way for her ,she dropped me off 5 hours ago and I haven't seen or heard from her since idk what I pay her for "she do whatever the fuck she wants "  I thought to myself I decided to go up stairs and get in the shower taking my sweat pants off I saw a big ass wet spot on my brand new grew sweats sucking my teeth I took the rest of my clothes off and stripped I guess thinking about ja gets me wet

30 minutes later

After getting out the shower I throwed a crop top on and some booty shorts I didn't have no were else to go until 11 pm tonight it's only 8 pm walking down stairs I grab some wine and sit on the couch soon my phone started to ring but before I could pick it up ja walked in the house I could smell the liquor and weed on her breathe why was she back so early ?
"Ja "
"What zymeeria "
"Come here ja"
As ja walks from out the kitchen to the couch we meet   she stood in front of her with an aggressive passion and attitude "what do you want bra " ja said knowing she was high asf and little tipsy from drinking on her bottle driving over here ,it had been a long day she couldn't get zy off her mind and all the woman ,and men she had to drive home with her every other night there was just too much on her mind 300k was missing from her and her brother warehouse meanwhile he was to busy running around with some slut while I'm playing driver to zymeeria ass
"How are you suppose to take me anywhere and you crossfadded ja"
*sucking her teeth Ja replied "stfu zy you don't even have to go anywhere for another three hours bra""
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"Make me "
Was the last thing said before Ja's hand was wrapped around Zy'meerias neck she craved her touch she liked pissing ja off and being put in her place she wanted every part of her but she knew Ja was jus drunk after 3 minutes or so Ja finally released her hands around from around my throat ,gasping for air I felt a tear roll down my face ,it wasn't cause I was upset it was because I wanted more I wanted her to put all her anger out on me I wanted her to fuck me and make love to me while embracing my body fuck I went up stairs so I could just start getting ready for this private Inclosed party tonight with Raji,Kendall and Ari

Ja's POV:
Idk what I jus did I don't know why I put my hands on this girl but she's driving me insane if she was mine I'd fuck all the attitude and smart ass remarks out of her I don't know if she's scared of me now or what I saw a tear slip from her eye but before I could say anything she went up stairs I just went back outside grabbed my bottle from the car and sat in the back yard looking at the pool as I sparked up my blunt I heard someone coming down the stairs when I turned around I saw zy in this long sexy red dress it had a long slit on the side showing every part of her right thigh ,there was slits in the back of the dress too she looked so devouring I tried not to stare but the next thing I knew she was in front of me
"Like what you see "
Pulling her in closer I whispered in her ear " I love what I see mamas I'm sorry for putting my hands on y-you " I said slurring my words the next thing I know zy took my hand and put it on her throat
" I want you to put your hands on me daddy " zy said in a low seductive tone ja jus looked at her and starting tightening her hand around her throat letting out a soft whimpering sound zymeeria told ja it's time to go

🙌🏽 writing chapter 2 now Rey see how es go es my first new story from a different prospective of the world now I haven't wrote in years so lmk what ya feeling