true love

start of the day

(Kenny's pov)

I was the first one at the bus stop, like normal. Pretty soon Stan and Kyle are there too. They stared dating about 2 months ago. Even though I know they're gay, I still haven't come out as pan to them yet.(which means I like all genders)
Now everyone is there: me, Stan, Kyle, Cartman, and Butters. While we wait for the bus Cartman makes some stupid comment, probably something about being gay or something stupid, and Kyle says, "Shutup fat ass!" Then Cartman replies with his typical,"Don't call me fat you fucking jew!"
Stan chips in, "Cartman, shutup."
I try not to laugh at their bickering, but I couldn't help but smirk at how dumb they sound. They stop arguing when the bus arrives. We all get on the bus. Stan sit with Kyle, of course, and I sit with Butters.
He looks so adorable. He ended up falling asleep on my shoulder. I try not to blush, but I do anyways. I'm a little tired too, so I rested my head on his.
Before I know it we're at school. We meet in a random corner. We talk about stuff like what we're going to do when we graduate and some other things. When the bell rings, I go to my first class, algebra. I can't focus; the only thing I can think about is Butters. He's not in this class, but Stan and Kyle are. So before class starts, we talk about some random stuff before the teacher walks in. I still can't stop thinking about him. 'I need to stop thinking about him,' I think to myself. 'Why can't I stop thinking about him?' Eventually, my first class is done. Before my next class, I meet up with Butters. We have our second class together, so we always walk together. While we walk, I ask him, 'After school, do you want to go to Stark's Pond with me?' 'I'd love to, Kenn, that sounds great!' he says, smiling. We get to class just in time. This class is boring, as usual. Before I know it, it's time for lunch. We all sit at our normal table with Tweek, Craig, Clyde, Tolkien, Butters, Kyle, Stan, Cartman, and myself. It's so loud in the cafeteria I can barely think, but there's only one thing on my mind, and it's Butters. I don't know why it's him, but it is. Could it be a crush? No way, that's dumb. He's straight anyway, I think. Would it be rude to ask him after school at Starks Pond, "Kenny, dude, what do you think?" asks Kyle.
"What, sorry, what was the question? I kinda zoned out for a sec," I reply.
"It's fine, dude," Kyle says, "we were talking about hanging out after school tomorrow. Wanna join us?"
"Who's going tomorrow?" I ask.
"Well, pretty much everyone at the table besides Clyde because he has some family thing and Tolkien because he's going on a trip or something," says Stan.
"Ok, I'm in," I say, "where are we meeting after school?"
"We could go to the cinema," suggests Butters.
"Dude, that's so lame," says Cartman.
"Shut up, I think it's a good idea," I say back to him. Everyone agreed with Butters and me; Cartman was super pissed, though.
"S-so what m-m-movie should we g-go see?" Tweek asks.
"That's a good question, what movies are there?" Stan asks.
"Not sure, should we just see what's there and go with it?" suggests Kyle.
"Sounds like a plan," says Craig, and with that, lunch is over. The rest of the day just flies by. Butters and I leave together and head to Stark's pond. "I have something to tell you," I say to Butters. "What is it, Kenny?" He asks. "I'm gay, well pansexual actually, it means I like all genders," I tell him. "Kenny, that's awesome!" he says so excitingly. "You're actually the first person I've told, so if you could keep it a secret for now, that would be great." "Of course, Kenny. I'm just glad you trust me enough to tell me that. I'm actually bisexual myself. You're also the only person I've told, so can you keep it a secret?" he replies. "Yeah, I'll keep your secret if you keep mine, deal?" I ask. "Deal," he says. We arrive at the pond and just sit on a bench in silence. Then he asks, "Why did you want to go to Stark's pond anyway?" "Well, we don't really hang out, you know, just us. Sorry, that sounds really cheesy," I say. "I don't think it's cheesy. It actually makes a lot of sense, and you're right, we don't hang out a lot," he says while smiling the biggest smile ever. I feel myself start to blush, and I smile too."Kenny, are you blushing?" Butters asks. "What! No, it's cold," I say while burying my face in my hoodie. We both laugh, then Butters's phone rings. "It's my dad. BRB," "Ok, I'll be here when you get back," I say jokingly. "You better be," he says. He comes back and says, "I gotta go home." "Can I walk you home?" I ask. "Sure Kenny,"he says,"that would be great."