My head is aching
My eyes are burning
My mind is slippingSlipping out of my grasp
Feeding into the storm of emotions
A storm that is hard to tameI'm tired
more so than ever
the thumping pain my new companionA constant reminder
a reminder to what is behind
Behind a door I keep desperately closedMy head is aching
My eyes are burning
My mind is slippingSlipping into an abyss
An abyss of emptiness
an emptiness that seems weirdly comfortingcomforting like a hug
a hug that is wrapping me up
wrapping me up in the comfort of silence
A state I would like to remain in foreverI'm tired
tired of searching
searching a formula
for a problem so easy
So easy that it makes me go crazyMy head is aching
My eyes are burning
My mind is slippingSlipping into a slumber
a slumber I hope that is long
long enough for the door to stay closed
closed so that I sleep well at most-----------------------------------------------------------