PLANK'S CONSTANT|| ASHTRAY O'NEIL.

Like, Sense It?

"I still feel a thing when I look you in your eyes. Maybe you're my weakness."

ASHTRAY'S POV:

I watched her from the moment she walked in, tell the second she left. I couldn't look away. She was enticing, magnetic.

And not to mention, very pretty. I sort of pissed me off, pissed me off that I couldn't look away, pissed off that she had that effect on me.

After a minute of looking at her as she was crouched down in the candy isle, she stood up and looked around.

Almost as if she could... I don't know- like, sense it?

When she came in yesterday, crying and hurt, I hated seeing that. I wanted to comfort her and tell her it was gonna be okay.

But I couldn't... shouldn't. I felt bad that I yelled at her in the store and in the car.

It made me feel hella guilty that I made her cry.

When I went to check on her, seeing her made me want to lay down with her. I was surprised she even had that deep of a conversation with me. It was the first time in a while that I have listened to someone like that, besides Fez.

I was even more surprised with myself as I told her things too.

I wanted to tell her why I was really staring at her. But I can't. The morning after our talk, I didn't want to talk about it. It was a weakness, and we both know in this life that we can't afford to be weak.

But, today's a new day.

I adjust in my seat as the bell on the door chimes. Carmen walks up to the counter as her friends go somewhere else in the store.

She's talks to Fez for a little while before her friends make their way to the counter.

I see them talking and laughing for a minute before Fez makes his way to the back, Carmen and her friends following right behind him.

I pretend to be busy on my phone as they walk in.

The fuck are they up to?

Alex sits across from me as the girls sit on the couch, Fez stays in the door way.

I don't pay attention to him, but Alex mentions weed. I don't try and remember how much he said because he gets the same thing every time.

I give him what he wants, he passed me the cash. Fezco speaks up as I count it.

"Yo, you gon go wit them to, uh... I don't know but yo ass going." He says.

I squint at him for a second, trying to tell if he was fucking kidding me.

"Nah." I say, putting the money Alex gave me aside.

"I'm not fuckin asking, bruh, yo ass needs sum friends, fa' real." He rebuttals.

"Mh." Alez hums in agreement with a head nod, I shoot a quick glare at him.

Fezco and I stare each other in the eyes, basically having a stare off as the other three just sit there akwardly, watching us.

"Fine!" I say as I stands up, putting phone in my pocket.

We all get up, Fezco having a proud look on his face as he holds the door open and walks back to the register.